Okay I am not saying this to be mean at all, but you are very, very weak. It is possible that your metabolism is in a bad state. That is way beyond my ability to address.
In your first thread you had some FANTASTIC advice and insight. Since your situation hasn’t really changed, you may want to go re-read that. Don’t torture yourself with zero progress and paralysis by analysis. Get the right help figuring out your issues, and tackle them however you can.