I was prepping for stage since mid-May.
Mental and physical health were taking a big hit and results were grinding to a halt, so coach called off the show some 2.5 weeks ago.
The drugs and deficit were not enjoyable, but the results were.
Getting better physically and mentally, but still not all the way there.
Dont mess with Tren if you have a temper.
Thought I was okay enough mentally to come back into PWI as a more frequent flyer, but im not there just yet.