Things You Hate About Yourself

[quote]MattyXL wrote:
I hate that I make plans to go out with friends, family whatever and when the day comes to actually go out with said company I look for a way to get out of it because Id rather be home.[/quote]

I just realized I do this as well. Usually with my wife’s family gatherings.
Sometimes I’m just not into being “on” for these people. Small talk bores me to death. And sometimes the food is just plain awful.

Not to mention some people don’t know what their alcohol limits are and I can’t tolerate being around someone whose so drunk, they can barely speak cohesively.

[quote]QuadasarusFlex wrote:
Physically? My height, being 5’8 fucking sucks. Being short has no advantage whatsoever. [/quote]

Bullshit. Try being at the other end of the spectrum (as in, almost 7’ tall).

Clothes have to be made, even shit like T-shirts (unless you have a desire to dress like a wanna-be gang banger NBA hanger on-er).

Hit your head on fucking everything.

Can’t fit in cars of any kind. Barely fit in trucks.

Assholes in bars (or concerts, or carshows, or wherever) walk up to you, shove you out of the blue, and say “you ain’t so big”

Girls are generally scared of me.

Knee pain since about age 12 from sitting any length of time because chairs are invairably too low to the ground.)

The world is (logically) built for medium-sized people. Enjoy that.

Also I hate the fact that I’m leaving home in a couple of weeks and I’m happy I’m not going to see my family much. Even though I love them to pieces I can’t wait to not having to see them and talk to them everyday.

Is this bad?

[quote]pgtips wrote:
Also I hate the fact that I’m leaving home in a couple of weeks and I’m happy I’m not going to see my family much. Even though I love them to pieces I can’t wait to not having to see them and talk to them everyday.

Is this bad?[/quote]

Its pretty normal to prefer your family at a distance. I cant stand living within a 75 miles of mine. Then again i could just be a piece of shit myself.

[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:

[quote]Nards wrote:
I have a little theory about all the people that say they procrastinate.

I think so long as you complete whatever task it is and do it right and on time, then you’re OK.

It’s natural to put off doing something that will take 2 or 3 hours let’s say until the day before it’s due.

Only your mom wants you to do your homework Friday night.[/quote]

I agree.

In fact, part of the success of my working process has to do with procrastination.
I find it stimulating to be under the gun on a deadline.[/quote]
Being “under the gun” is the best. I have taken so many fill in gigs where I get the call on Weds for Friday night and they’re like “do you know these songs?”
I say “sure, played 'em a millions times” when in fact I never have and may not even know them.
That pressure is awesome.

I hate that I am indecisive as hell.

I hate that my indecisiveness has lead to some stupid situations as far as money and education goes.

I hate that I bite my lip far too often in real life and it never gets me anywhere except eventually exploding over something so minuscule that people just think I am insane.

I hate that I am having estrogen conversion trouble at the age of 21 but can’t afford a half decent anti-estrogen or a proper doctor visit.

Just to name a few…

[quote]Derek542 wrote:

[quote]Testy1 wrote:

[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
Resume thread. Apologies for the derailleur. [/quote]

No problem, just try to stay in one gear.

I don’t get google+ either. Do you communicate with Derek, Hungry etc… outside of here? How do you know their names to connect with them? The only person from here I am friends with on Facebook is Nards and that is because he put out an open invite.[/quote]

Yes he does.

Nards is just a FB slut is the only reason he talks shit about G+[/quote]

I have 500 friends …ALL HOTTIES!

[quote]Nards wrote:

[quote]Derek542 wrote:

[quote]Testy1 wrote:

[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
Resume thread. Apologies for the derailleur. [/quote]

No problem, just try to stay in one gear.

I don’t get google+ either. Do you communicate with Derek, Hungry etc… outside of here? How do you know their names to connect with them? The only person from here I am friends with on Facebook is Nards and that is because he put out an open invite.[/quote]

Yes he does.

Nards is just a FB slut is the only reason he talks shit about G+[/quote]

I have 500 friends …ALL LADYBOYS![/quote]

Fixed.

I haven’t fixed a post since OG got banned :frowning:

[quote]thethirdruffian wrote:

Girls are generally scared of me.

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I read your SAMA thread.

I think this is a valid fear.

[quote]imhungry wrote:

[quote]Nards wrote:

[quote]Derek542 wrote:

[quote]Testy1 wrote:

[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
Resume thread. Apologies for the derailleur. [/quote]

No problem, just try to stay in one gear.

I don’t get google+ either. Do you communicate with Derek, Hungry etc… outside of here? How do you know their names to connect with them? The only person from here I am friends with on Facebook is Nards and that is because he put out an open invite.[/quote]

Yes he does.

Nards is just a FB slut is the only reason he talks shit about G+[/quote]

I have 500 friends …ALL LADYBOYS![/quote]

Fixed.

I haven’t fixed a post since OG got banned :frowning:
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Just to be clear, I live in Taiwan, not Thailand. No need to check up skirts firsyt here!

[quote]imhungry wrote:

[quote]Nards wrote:

[quote]Derek542 wrote:

[quote]Testy1 wrote:

[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
Resume thread. Apologies for the derailleur. [/quote]

No problem, just try to stay in one gear.

I don’t get google+ either. Do you communicate with Derek, Hungry etc… outside of here? How do you know their names to connect with them? The only person from here I am friends with on Facebook is Nards and that is because he put out an open invite.[/quote]

Yes he does.

Nards is just a FB slut is the only reason he talks shit about G+[/quote]

I have 500 friends …ALL LADYBOYS![/quote]

Fixed.

I haven’t fixed a post since OG got banned :frowning:
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October Girl was banned for that? Can you PM me details?

[quote]pushharder wrote:

[quote]Christine wrote:
Hate is too strong of a word.

I dislike that I always point out others’ mistakes.
[/quote]

One of the things you’ve pointed out in a few cases in the past is that you think I’m wrong about some things. And you know that’s not true. You know it.

And that is precisely the thing I hate about myself…that I’m not wrong enough to be normal. It’s a curse I tell ya. A curse.

As I’ve told you before I remember the last time I was wrong.

It was back in '88.

It occurred when I thought I was wrong about something and later it turned out that I wasn’t. So I was wrong about being wrong. THAT still bugs me to this day.

Know what I mean, Mitz?[/quote]

I was wondering where you’ve been, old chap! I miss your posts around here.

I don’t like the fact that I sweat absolute buckets, even when I’m not particularly hot/anxious etc.

My lack of social stamina can also hold me back in certain situations.

[quote]Christine wrote:

[quote]thethirdruffian wrote:

Girls are generally scared of me.

[/quote]

I read your SAMA thread.

I think this is a valid fear.[/quote]

Nah. I’ve been very good. Haven’t slept with pyscho for several months.

But I wasn’t talking about that kind of “scared,” anyway.

It’s the “oh shit, it’s Lurch from the Adam’s Family come drag me to Hell.”

Unless I make a serious effort to be “clean cut,” nice clothes, and try to be overtly open and friendly people literaly are scard of me. I can’t count the number of times I’ve been told “Oh I thought you were really mean when I saw you. You’re not like that at all.”

Just kind of tall/big, dark, and brooding. Tend to scowl.

Normal girls that I want to marry run away when I walk up. Literal fear in their eyes like I am going to kick their ass or rob them.

Pyscho stripper girls who want to be hit and abused rip their panties off and jump on my dick.

[quote]GorillaMon wrote:
I don’t like the fact that I sweat absolute buckets, even when I’m not particularly hot/anxious etc.

My lack of social stamina can also hold me back in certain situations.

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That must be pretty bad if you sweat in England.

I sweat a lot too. But I currently live in Asia. One time I was so wet that when I went into work a secretary asked if it was raining out. I couldn’t loosen my tie as it had tightened so bad and I later had to cut it off.

[quote]Nards wrote:

[quote]Derek542 wrote:

[quote]Testy1 wrote:

[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
Resume thread. Apologies for the derailleur. [/quote]

No problem, just try to stay in one gear.

I don’t get google+ either. Do you communicate with Derek, Hungry etc… outside of here? How do you know their names to connect with them? The only person from here I am friends with on Facebook is Nards and that is because he put out an open invite.[/quote]

Yes he does.

Nards is just a FB slut is the only reason he talks shit about G+[/quote]

I have 500 friends …ALL HOTTIES![/quote]

Uh I am one of them Nerd, I mean Nards. I am far from a Hottie

[quote]thethirdruffian wrote:

[quote]Christine wrote:

[quote]thethirdruffian wrote:

Girls are generally scared of me.

[/quote]

I read your SAMA thread.

I think this is a valid fear.[/quote]

Nah. I’ve been very good. Haven’t slept with pyscho for several months.

But I wasn’t talking about that kind of “scared,” anyway.

It’s the “oh shit, it’s Lurch from the Adam’s Family come drag me to Hell.”

Unless I make a serious effort to be “clean cut,” nice clothes, and try to be overtly open and friendly people literaly are scard of me. I can’t count the number of times I’ve been told “Oh I thought you were really mean when I saw you. You’re not like that at all.”

Just kind of tall/big, dark, and brooding. Tend to scowl.

Normal girls that I want to marry run away when I walk up. Literal fear in their eyes like I am going to kick their ass or rob them.

Pyscho stripper girls who want to be hit and abused rip their panties off and jump on my dick.[/quote]
What is the problem then?