I hate how I absolutely suck at bench and incline bench. I can always power jerk more than I can bench. I am sick at dips and pushups. My chest doesnt look bad either, except for the fact that my nipples have always been fucked up. I used to have major boobs, but now it’s just the nipples. I guess I hate those to. In all fairness, I have never made a longterm devoted effort to the bench, but I still suck at it. Punkass newbies can bench more than me.
[quote]Spock81 wrote:
I hate that my self love is so embarrasingly conditional. <— Alanis Morissette quote.
She and I are one…
If I do not have a ‘perfect’ day IE perfect workout, my kid and I don’t argue and he stays content every minute of the day, I am not bloated once, I accomplish things for almost the entire day and I never have a lazy moment. Then, AND ONLY THEN, my brain will love me andit will allow me all the simple pleasures in life. Like using the expensive shampoo,sleeping on the fluffiest pillow, or guilt-free tv watching, etc…
BUT, if I have a shakey rep, or ANYTHING goes slightly off the course of perfection, I treat myself like shit. I’ll insult myself all day/call myself fat/lazy/ use the shitty shampoo or WHAT HAVE YOU.
It makes life stressful cause it’s like I’m walkin’ on a tightrope and I better make damn sure I don’t fall or the circus act that is my life will all come CRASHING DOWN>…
MWAHHAaaaaa
ANd my wrath is horrid, simply horrid.
UMM What else…
I hate my triceps I guess.
YA BYE![/quote]
Do you, seriously, own a shampoo that you only use when you want to punish yourself?
[quote]orion wrote:
[quote]Spock81 wrote:
I hate that my self love is so embarrasingly conditional. <— Alanis Morissette quote.
She and I are one…
If I do not have a ‘perfect’ day IE perfect workout, my kid and I don’t argue and he stays content every minute of the day, I am not bloated once, I accomplish things for almost the entire day and I never have a lazy moment. Then, AND ONLY THEN, my brain will love me andit will allow me all the simple pleasures in life. Like using the expensive shampoo,sleeping on the fluffiest pillow, or guilt-free tv watching, etc…
BUT, if I have a shakey rep, or ANYTHING goes slightly off the course of perfection, I treat myself like shit. I’ll insult myself all day/call myself fat/lazy/ use the shitty shampoo or WHAT HAVE YOU.
It makes life stressful cause it’s like I’m walkin’ on a tightrope and I better make damn sure I don’t fall or the circus act that is my life will all come CRASHING DOWN>…
MWAHHAaaaaa
ANd my wrath is horrid, simply horrid.
UMM What else…
I hate my triceps I guess.
YA BYE![/quote]
Do you, seriously, own a shampoo that you only use when you want to punish yourself?[/quote]
Well I didn’t buy that brand on purpose! But it turned out to be shitty so ya I use it on bad days…
I have really nice stuff that is such a treat.
Luckily for me today was an awesome workout, so silky smooth hair here i come!
Apparently im scary looking.
[quote]Spock81 wrote:
Alanis Morissette
[/quote]
I went to a Christmas Day meal with my buddy from college, she sat next me for the meal.
I kid you not I grew up down the street from her in Ottawa.
[quote]Brother Chris wrote:
[quote]Spock81 wrote:
Alanis Morissette
[/quote]
I went to a Christmas Day meal with my buddy from college, she sat next me for the meal.[/quote]
Isn’t it ironic?
Nothing.
I love everything about myself.
[quote]DarkNinjaa wrote:
Nothing.
I love everything about myself.[/quote]
I was wondering where you had disappeared to!
[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
[quote]DarkNinjaa wrote:
Nothing.
I love everything about myself.[/quote]
I was wondering where you had disappeared to![/quote]
She is a ninja, they kind of come and go when they want
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
[quote]DarkNinjaa wrote:
Nothing.
I love everything about myself.[/quote]
I was wondering where you had disappeared to![/quote]
She is a ninja, they kind of come and go when they want[/quote]
Uh-huh huh huh… you said COME and GO.
[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
[quote]DarkNinjaa wrote:
Nothing.
I love everything about myself.[/quote]
I was wondering where you had disappeared to![/quote]
She is a ninja, they kind of come and go when they want[/quote]
Uh-huh huh huh… you said COME and GO.[/quote]
Well thats because its our own DN
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
[quote]DarkNinjaa wrote:
Nothing.
I love everything about myself.[/quote]
I was wondering where you had disappeared to![/quote]
She is a ninja, they kind of come and go when they want[/quote]
Uh-huh huh huh… you said COME and GO.[/quote]
Well thats because its our own DN[/quote]
Hahaha!!!
[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
No matter how perfect you think you are, there’s at least a thing or two you hate about yourself.
Me?
I hate that I’m so impatient sometimes, that when I click to watch an internet video, if there’s a commercial on first, I just quit my browser and forget the whole thing.
[/quote]
I love to much. I always get screwed in the end and not in a good way.
[quote]pat wrote:
[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
No matter how perfect you think you are, there’s at least a thing or two you hate about yourself.
Me?
I hate that I’m so impatient sometimes, that when I click to watch an internet video, if there’s a commercial on first, I just quit my browser and forget the whole thing.
[/quote]
I love to much. I always get screwed in the end and not in a good way.[/quote]
Interesting.
But would you rather not experience that love? I’d risk it because love is such an awesome feeling to live with.
Love Stinks - to Pillage, perchance to Plunder…
[quote]roybot wrote:
[quote]Brother Chris wrote:
[quote]Spock81 wrote:
Alanis Morissette
[/quote]
I went to a Christmas Day meal with my buddy from college, she sat next me for the meal.[/quote]
Isn’t it ironic?[/quote]
I don’t know, but I didn’t find out who she was until about two weeks after that at karaoke.
[quote]doogie wrote:
[quote]paulwhite959 wrote:
schizophrenia. I really fucking hate that. Even though I’m stable just being diagnosed and having a history of treatment really limits my career options.
tendency to lose my temper.[/quote]
Bipolar disorder. A lot of the shitty decisions I’m paying for now were made when manic or depressed. It makes it hard to tell what is character flaw and what is disease.[/quote]
Hi guys, at the risk of not seeming to understand your conditions i do symptahise and recommend you check out
Though your respective conditions may not be connected with wheat, it’s quite likely to be connected, given the change of wheat into an opiate as explained by cardiologist Dr Davis in his recent book Wheat Belly. (Don’t go by the title, the book also talks about wheat and neuropathy).
At the blog there are various posts relating to wheat and bipolar, wheat and mental illness and suchlike. Just check the left hand tags and explore a bit.
What have you got to lose??
[quote]Brother Chris wrote:
[quote]roybot wrote:
[quote]Brother Chris wrote:
[quote]Spock81 wrote:
Alanis Morissette
[/quote]
I went to a Christmas Day meal with my buddy from college, she sat next me for the meal.[/quote]
Isn’t it ironic?[/quote]
I don’t know, but I didn’t find out who she was until about two weeks after that at karaoke. [/quote]
Did you find out she was by singing this Alanis song, called Ironic?
…help me out here…
There’s WAY too much discussion of that mediocre-talent, overrated Alanis Morrissette in here! Can’t you guys just feel the testosterone leaking out of you with every mention of her.
shudder