[quote]IgneLudo wrote:
bealedozer wrote:
I respect you for being in the military. really. but don’t bitch at me because your life sucks. You maid a choice. no one maid u sighn on the dotted line. And no one forced u not to study in high school either. You maid a choice.
Uhhhhh . . . does anyone else here wonder how this kid got into college?[/quote]
I thought the same thing.
Man I think everyone’s been there.
I’m in University too. I found myself unsure of why I was in school studying what I was. Instead of going on with it anyway without anymore thought, I left school for two terms. What did I do? Well I had always boxed… so I moved out to a bigger city near by and boxed full time. Basically kicked ass and got my ass kicked for 8 months. When I wasn’t fighting, I was evaluating my options. Now I’m back in school, met a great girl, lifting weights, and I’m happy. 
[quote]poisongatorade wrote:
Jacked Diesel wrote:
My god, the whining and bitching is fucking obnoxious.
Your problems are minute and laughable.
When I went to college four years ago, two years into it my girlfriend of four years and I broke up. Who gives a shit, obviously she was not the person I am suppose to be with, so whatever. Once you let that bitch go, and look towards the future, it is beautiful.
Let me tell you something pussy, no matter how bad you have it, someone has it worse. Take me for example, within a month I will be going to jail for ten days. Jail, not prison, but jail, for some shit that went down in Atlanta. Now jail is not a big deal, and ten days is not that long, but still, ten days of my life taken away. Does it affect me? Nope, shit happens.
Today I found out I cannot extend my lease for the summer because someone came in and signed a new lease yesterday for it. So I have to find a new place to live in a month, for three months. Whatever, shit happens.
I’m suppose to graduate in august, if all goes well. But lucky me I have the hardest classes of my college career left this semester and this summer. I don’t even care about my gpa at this point, I just want my piece of paper so I can start the next chapter of life.
My point is, your problems are not problems, they are insignificant bullshit that everyone goes through, stop thinking you are special.
You are not deaf, you are not blind, handicapped, deformed, disfigured, retarded, you don’t have a deadly fucking disease, etc. There is nothing wrong with you or your life aside from the fact that you cry like a bitch over some whore that is fucking someone else now. Knock it the fuck off, you are pathetic.
I will leave you with something I always say to douche bags in your situation. The philosopher Nietzsche stated that if you go through life without suffering you are not living. Suffering brings out the best and full potential of life. It is when you are at your lows you learn and grow and actually appreciate the high points and life.
If everyone on this thread were in a room together, right now everyone would be looking at the floor not blinking.
Really, guy? Your life sounds like a fucking John Lee Hooker song.
Anyway…
Everything else has been said, and quite eloquently may I might add. You’ll be fine my friend, been there, girl and all. It works out, it’ll happen again, it’ll work out.
Best of luck to you.
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dunno what this means, i will assume you have down syndrome
lol.
I’m done making fun of you for being a bitch, but I’m curious how you know I didn’t study in high school.
[quote]Jacked Diesel wrote:
poisongatorade wrote:
Jacked Diesel wrote:
My god, the whining and bitching is fucking obnoxious.
Your problems are minute and laughable.
When I went to college four years ago, two years into it my girlfriend of four years and I broke up. Who gives a shit, obviously she was not the person I am suppose to be with, so whatever. Once you let that bitch go, and look towards the future, it is beautiful.
Let me tell you something pussy, no matter how bad you have it, someone has it worse. Take me for example, within a month I will be going to jail for ten days. Jail, not prison, but jail, for some shit that went down in Atlanta. Now jail is not a big deal, and ten days is not that long, but still, ten days of my life taken away. Does it affect me? Nope, shit happens.
Today I found out I cannot extend my lease for the summer because someone came in and signed a new lease yesterday for it. So I have to find a new place to live in a month, for three months. Whatever, shit happens.
I’m suppose to graduate in august, if all goes well. But lucky me I have the hardest classes of my college career left this semester and this summer. I don’t even care about my gpa at this point, I just want my piece of paper so I can start the next chapter of life.
My point is, your problems are not problems, they are insignificant bullshit that everyone goes through, stop thinking you are special.
You are not deaf, you are not blind, handicapped, deformed, disfigured, retarded, you don’t have a deadly fucking disease, etc. There is nothing wrong with you or your life aside from the fact that you cry like a bitch over some whore that is fucking someone else now. Knock it the fuck off, you are pathetic.
I will leave you with something I always say to douche bags in your situation. The philosopher Nietzsche stated that if you go through life without suffering you are not living. Suffering brings out the best and full potential of life. It is when you are at your lows you learn and grow and actually appreciate the high points and life.
If everyone on this thread were in a room together, right now everyone would be looking at the floor not blinking.
Really, guy? Your life sounds like a fucking John Lee Hooker song.
Anyway…
Everything else has been said, and quite eloquently may I might add. You’ll be fine my friend, been there, girl and all. It works out, it’ll happen again, it’ll work out.
Best of luck to you.
dunno what this means, i will assume you have down syndrome
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Dude what’d you do in hotlanta?
[quote]Jacked Diesel wrote:
My god, the whining and bitching is fucking obnoxious.
Your problems are minute and laughable.
When I went to college four years ago, two years into it my girlfriend of four years and I broke up. Who gives a shit, obviously she was not the person I am suppose to be with, so whatever. Once you let that bitch go, and look towards the future, it is beautiful.
Let me tell you something pussy, no matter how bad you have it, someone has it worse. Take me for example, within a month I will be going to jail for ten days. Jail, not prison, but jail, for some shit that went down in Atlanta. Now jail is not a big deal, and ten days is not that long, but still, ten days of my life taken away. Does it affect me? Nope, shit happens.
Today I found out I cannot extend my lease for the summer because someone came in and signed a new lease yesterday for it. So I have to find a new place to live in a month, for three months. Whatever, shit happens.
I’m suppose to graduate in august, if all goes well. But lucky me I have the hardest classes of my college career left this semester and this summer. I don’t even care about my gpa at this point, I just want my piece of paper so I can start the next chapter of life.
My point is, your problems are not problems, they are insignificant bullshit that everyone goes through, stop thinking you are special.
You are not deaf, you are not blind, handicapped, deformed, disfigured, retarded, you don’t have a deadly fucking disease, etc. There is nothing wrong with you or your life aside from the fact that you cry like a bitch over some whore that is fucking someone else now. Knock it the fuck off, you are pathetic.
I will leave you with something I always say to douche bags in your situation. The philosopher Nietzsche stated that if you go through life without suffering you are not living. Suffering brings out the best and full potential of life. It is when you are at your lows you learn and grow and actually appreciate the high points and life. [/quote]
you know im sorry your life sucks dude really. But your problems have solutions.
You WILL find a new place to live.
You WILL do your time and get over it.
And if your worth your salt you WILL buckle down and finish college and start a new chapter of your life.
You cant replace people. Im 19. So a girl you knew for 5 years and a best friend you knew for 4…thats alot of time. and lot of tainted memories. Cant sleep in my own fucking bed without seeing them right there next to me.
As for life threating. Yeah. It was. I was ready to go.
unless youve felt that way you dont really get it.
but i see your point. Just go be a big veiny cock somewhere else. Im sure there are some noobz on the begginers thead you can go intimidate.
[quote]IgneLudo wrote:
bealedozer wrote:
I respect you for being in the military. really. but don’t bitch at me because your life sucks. You maid a choice. no one maid u sighn on the dotted line. And no one forced u not to study in high school either. You maid a choice.
Uhhhhh . . . does anyone else here wonder how this kid got into college?[/quote]
SAT scores bitch.
yeah…im a horid speller.
[quote]superthrustjon wrote:
lol.
I’m done making fun of you for being a bitch, but I’m curious how you know I didn’t study in high school.[/quote]
its just a fun stereotype.
You MUST be in the military becasue your to dum to do anything else.
Just like I MUST be a stuck up rich boy becasue i go to a private University. (which is beautiful…and has a ghetto around it…weird. thats Macon for you)
Hell your probably more educated then me.
I just cant stop thoe man. Cept for in that gym…its like freaking crack. I still cant figure it all out. Why is everything better there?
idk…but the rest is improving.
im sure by summer while im in FL i’ll read all this and laugh. or at least smile.
soooooo i read death rattle again…
i really need to quit bitching.
i was like a stones throw from winding up like that guy and thats scary as FUCK i dont care who u think u are…THATS scary to look yourself in the mirror and realize you really contimplated offing yourself at one point after you finally get over it…
dam.
At least your pet worm didn’t die…
I guess a 900 gets you into community college these days?
[quote]bealedozer wrote:
Jacked Diesel wrote:
My god, the whining and bitching is fucking obnoxious.
Your problems are minute and laughable.
When I went to college four years ago, two years into it my girlfriend of four years and I broke up. Who gives a shit, obviously she was not the person I am suppose to be with, so whatever. Once you let that bitch go, and look towards the future, it is beautiful.
Let me tell you something pussy, no matter how bad you have it, someone has it worse. Take me for example, within a month I will be going to jail for ten days. Jail, not prison, but jail, for some shit that went down in Atlanta. Now jail is not a big deal, and ten days is not that long, but still, ten days of my life taken away. Does it affect me? Nope, shit happens.
Today I found out I cannot extend my lease for the summer because someone came in and signed a new lease yesterday for it. So I have to find a new place to live in a month, for three months. Whatever, shit happens.
I’m suppose to graduate in august, if all goes well. But lucky me I have the hardest classes of my college career left this semester and this summer. I don’t even care about my gpa at this point, I just want my piece of paper so I can start the next chapter of life.
My point is, your problems are not problems, they are insignificant bullshit that everyone goes through, stop thinking you are special.
You are not deaf, you are not blind, handicapped, deformed, disfigured, retarded, you don’t have a deadly fucking disease, etc. There is nothing wrong with you or your life aside from the fact that you cry like a bitch over some whore that is fucking someone else now. Knock it the fuck off, you are pathetic.
I will leave you with something I always say to douche bags in your situation. The philosopher Nietzsche stated that if you go through life without suffering you are not living. Suffering brings out the best and full potential of life. It is when you are at your lows you learn and grow and actually appreciate the high points and life.
you know im sorry your life sucks dude really. But your problems have solutions.
You WILL find a new place to live.
You WILL do your time and get over it.
And if your worth your salt you WILL buckle down and finish college and start a new chapter of your life.
You cant replace people. Im 19. So a girl you knew for 5 years and a best friend you knew for 4…thats alot of time. and lot of tainted memories. Cant sleep in my own fucking bed without seeing them right there next to me.
As for life threating. Yeah. It was. I was ready to go.
unless youve felt that way you dont really get it.
but i see your point. Just go be a big veiny cock somewhere else. Im sure there are some noobz on the begginers thead you can go intimidate.
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youre still not getting the point and im sorry your small, 19 year old brain is confused.
point is im not letting those things affect me at all, my life is great, despite the bullshit.
i would go on and explain more to you, but you still grasp your problems as being worse than everyone else’s and have the absurd assumption you are the first person in the history of man to go through anything remotely close to your “depressing” mishaps.
grow up, that is what these situations are used for.
anyone can get into a community college as long as they have a high school degree
Honestly though, how are you having a bad time in college? College is fuckin sweet and I’m maintaining a 3.8 gpa so I’m not dicking off either. If you’re not enjoying your time in college, you gotta be missing something. Now that spring time is rolling around as well… just take a look at all the women around you. Working in the real world does not beat being in college, so enjoy your time. Life is what you make of it.
I agree that the gym is the one place I can count on when the rest of my life is going to shit. Too bad I am injured right now. Super depressed but fuck it I’ve been through way worse shit. I found the same kind of release through hiking in the woods, reading Walden, and drinking bathtub whiskey. Keep on truckin
College was a cake walk and a blast for me, the real bitch was high school. I grew up on the other side of my country, Canada and at age 15 my parents decided to move us half-way across the country and i left the very friends that i’ve had since kindergarden. I was an angry teenager and i did not have the best tools on how to make new friends (as sad as that seems). The couple friends i made when i went to a new school either got expelled or moved away.
My step father was constantly on my ass. I couldn’t even walk into the kitchen and say anything without getting a “shut the fuck up, faggot”. Could not turn to family for support because i was always feuding with my parents. Let’s just say for grade 10,11 etc i was completely alone and had no support from anyone. Just so happens that a lot of the jocks (i played sports but more intramural)hated me for some reason so when i wasn’t being harrassed by 30 guys it was a good day.
There were days where i just pondered whether anyone would of gave a shit if i got hit by a bus or something. I was a nobody with a bad attitude. But all those times those fags harrassed me, i just kept my chin up and my chest out and flip them all the bird and keep walking. Never let them win. My hard times in High school made me strong mentally. It made me the man i am today.
I eventually befriended all the popular jocks who use to harrass me, but then i ditched them all because they were huge douchebags. Knowing how it feels to be harrassed without any provocation, i did not want to turn out like those guys. Picking on people for no reason. Chopping people down. I learned how to make friends and remain strong with or without any support or help. You have to take a bad situation and make it good. I always tell people…the harrassment, the loneliness, the pain i experienced through high school were my trials.Something i had to endure to make me a stronger better man. I think i passed.
OP, don’t listen to the fools on this thread.
[quote]IgneLudo wrote:
I guess a 900 gets you into community college these days?[/quote]
1800
1st try.
not brilliant by anymeans.
But pretty good.
and thats a Prestegious Private University…which basicly means no hot girls and none of those things you guys are encouraging me to enjoy.
Im getting better.
I still miss them a lot.
OP,
Everyone goes thru there own personal hell at some point in there life, heartbreak sucks big time and too loose a mate aswell is a double blow.
The good news is you will get over it, all it takes is a bit of time.
Bad news is the chances are its guna happen a lot more and maybe worse.
Your only 19 so this is just the start of your life, 5 years of friendship is a long time but in respect to the many years you will hopefully have left its not that big a deal and you will also see this yourself in time.
I was with a gal for 3 years and we did everything together…she went uni and we broke up.
I saw her for the first time in two years the other day and it was great, i still love her for what we had and i have no regrets, i now have loads of good memories to take with me BUT i have moved on (which i never thought i would), just in time to get my heartbroken again lol.
It not my place to give you advice but for me i just try to focus on the things in my life i know i want to achieve.
I have NO idea what im going to do in my life and its scares the shit out of me but i do know that i want to get a ripped physic and that its a big ass world out there that im going to concor(SP) so those are the two things i am focusing on in my life atm and hopefully all else will fall into place.
Anyways thats just how i try to see things and i know its not that simple, at times i have thought about taking the easy route out but what would really be the point?
regards
alex
ROFL, obviously you’d never met JD before.
[quote]bealedozer wrote:
IgneLudo wrote:
I guess a 900 gets you into community college these days?
1800
1st try.
not brilliant by anymeans.
But pretty good.
and thats a Prestegious Private University…which basicly means no hot girls and none of those things you guys are encouraging me to enjoy.
Im getting better.
I still miss them a lot.
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uh, there is a prestigious private school in georgia? I am from Atlanta, so please enlighten me as to where this magical “school” exists.