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I would be willing to bet that you would see way more stable EVERYTHING on at least twice per week injections. You really need to force their hand to let you self inject, or find another doc that will allow it. You are pushing your Free T way too high at 300mg. If you are >29 at trough, I can’t imagine how high you’re pushing at peak. If you sustain at that level, you’re going to start having issues with hematocrit no matter how great you feel. Depending on your platelets when that happens, you could be putting yourself at a serious risk long term.
I would bet that dropping to 200mg once per week with your lower SHGB, you’re going to find that you are feeling like shit. You need to be able to tune your protocol to allow yourself to be able to sustain somewhat stable serum levels of T that are at the top of the range on Free T, but not so high that you cause other issues.