As a person who is so mentally dissabled i cannot drink or use valium with out testing every bloke in the bar!
Smoke pot with out feeling the need to hide some where.
I have taken steroids successfilly with out any freakin rage or paranoia for the most part.
D-bol of course gave me a little paranoia or did i allready say that.
Any who i think winstrol would be a good choice if you do experience sides you could stop and the drug would be out of your system promptly!
Ahh i just read your thread electric e
damn good point on coming off.
As far as low test and depression def. something to keep in mind.
I have used tamoxifen and also had no probs allthough several parterners have said it can give you the tear in my beer syndrome.
Tamoxi to bring the test levels back up shit on that last part i wrote!
I can tell I am not as stable mentally on gear as off. That doesn’t mean I am a raging menace. I am not a danger to anyone.
I have a unique ability of fucking up good relationships while on cycle.
The real mental disorder that you should not mix steroids is stupidity. End of story.
[quote]BestDaddyEver wrote:
The real mental disorder that you should not mix steroids is stupidity. End of story.[/quote]
speaking of stupidity
I read someplace last night that steroids caused more aggression in people with lower iqs than smarter people.
also with talking to friends and family telling them tha tI am getting ready for a new cycle and stuff so dont go to harsh on me if I snap just bear with me cause i will be killing myself the next few months.
they said that my last time around I was actually more pleasant and outgoing than when i wasnt on anything.
I always had a hard time discerning assertiveness and aggressiveness.
Over the past year - this has snowballed into a larger ‘issue’. I do not think that excess androgens HELP - however, i have spent time off cycle, and find i am exactly the same. I am however, open to the prospect that my AAS use may have caused a more gasp permanent chance in my personality.
Hormones are massively involved in emotion, as you all will know from experiencing PMT to being 14, to being 18 to menopause to AAS use in others as well as yourselves.
I have had some massive life changes in the past year, and it could be the reason for some of the personality changes. I am no bully, but i take self worth and assertiveness in the wrong direction. It is something i work on.
My wife is often the total opposite, so between us - we have it sorted 
Brook
[quote]KSman wrote:
L-tryptophan [supplement] is legal again. This will increase serotonin. Perhaps some SSRI sides can be reduced.
Guys on TRT know what long term estrogen excesses can do: ED, no libido, outbursts from confusion, frustration and overload, mood problems or depression, social withdrawal, lack of initiative and motivation.
This is not from the anabolic steroids, but from the elevated estrogen. Some steroid users are probably causing estrogen poisoning. Do steroids do that… only in the hands of the uninformed. The mental effects are from estrogen - the anti steroid.[/quote]
isnt elevated-e related to excitotoxicty? im looking for the article i read
further into debate their are studies of excitoxicity and AAS but they are done on lab rats!