[quote]theBird wrote:
malaka?
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Here, barely alive. My workouts have been non specific, bodybuilding oriented crap. I have gained some size, along with a couple of pounds, nothing too impressive.
Thought you had gone missing.
Glad to see your still around. How is work? How is the gf?
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[quote]theBird wrote:
Thought you had gone missing.
Glad to see your still around. How is work? How is the gf?
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Work is pretty much the same the last 2 weeks, not many people in the gym so I just just wander aound waiting for my shift to end. I broke up with that girl 203 weeks ago, since whe wanted to go out and party every god damn night. Long story short, we broke up.
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Out of control man.
Plenty more fish in the sea. Take it easy on the juice.
XXX.
Bird and Birdette.
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Is it necessary to poke the 1,5" needle all the way in? Wont half way in do?
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So I assume your still working out aswell? Are you adjusting your diet aswell?
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[quote]theBird wrote:
So I assume your still working out aswell? Are you adjusting your diet aswell?
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Of course, 5-6 times per week, bodybuilding stuff. I love the fact that I don’t feel like total crap the whole day like when I was powerlifting. Also, bodybulding is far more challenging in my opinion. Will stick with it for the time being. My diet is the same as it has been forever. Eat as much as possible in 4 meals.
Why did you feel like crap when you were powerlifting?
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[quote]theBird wrote:
Why did you feel like crap when you were powerlifting?
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Handling maximum loads, weeks on end, took a toll on my joints and mental health.
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what’s price tag on your stack bro?
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My life sucks again. I will be probably moving to Bahrain in order to work there, I discussed with an ex of mine yesterday on the phone, the one I had to broke up with because I moved 600km away. We talked, we cried, we told each we still have feelings and left it there. After that, I asked if something will happen with us again. She said yes.
She told me she is coming to the same town as I live to study here. She chose this town in order to be with me. I told her I am probably moving to Bahrain. We cried again. We hung up. I cried like a girl on my pillow for the next hour or so. I fall asleep. I woke up like crap today, went to work like a fucking robot, went to the toilet and cried again. Why do I have to love her so fucking much? And why does the universe fuck this shit up everytime?
I am not even 20, I should be like this. I should not have to move every fucking year due to economic reasons. I should not have to deal with these fucked up things. Right now, I am ready to start crying again. The only thing that keeps me sane is my workouts and my nutrition. If one of these 2 things gets messed up, I am going to fucking explode. Fuck.
P.S. If I finally move to Bahrain, I will have a job that will pay me about 50k per year. If that is the case, I am going to fucking marry her and take her to Bahrain. I told her that, she laughed. I am taking it as a yes.
Never despair man. Things WILL improve in due time. Just keep on.
I remember my first love when I was 20. I have lost many tears.
Never.
Again.
To became a real man your heart must be broken. Your heart is now broken NikSamaras. Your about to became a real man.
Your about to grow your wings.
Uncle Bird.
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