I’ve been taking SPIKE for about half a week now, so I’m starting to get a handle on real differences versus self-induced placebo effect.
Basically, I am taking SPIKE upon waking, which means I am at work all day while the effects are present.
So far, I’ve limited myself to two caps, though I would like to try three at some point. Perhaps some weekend.
While I am not consciously noticing any awe inspiring amazing effect, I am noticing a subtle feeling. I think I’m lucky in that I’ve always been focused and clear thinking, so that doesn’t really change.
What I do notice, and it is a fantastic boon for me, is that my mental energy is higher. I think all day for work, and often is is difficult for me to be motivated about my tasks. It’s really just endless problem solving, solution design and debugging all day every day.
While on SPIKE I don’t have to force myself into my work. Honestly, the biggest issue with my life is how hard it has been to generate the level of interest or the level of energy required to get excited about a project and just belt out the work.
I don’t notice a rush upon entry or a crash upon exit. I just notice that I don’t have these huge energy barriers stopping me from doing crappy tasks that don’t offer much excitement in return.
So yes, I can get the dishes done or clean the place. However, this thing is incredibly valueable to me as a job aid. At this stage of my career the job skills are top notch, but the interest and motivation have been lagging.
It’s as if I’m new to my career again. I remember when all projects were interesting, I had a desire to prove myself, and I could throw myself into my work all day long. Now, without SPIKE, I have to force myself into my work and rarely get anything out of it.
With SPIKE, I just figure out what I should be doing, and start banging away at it. I’m driven to see how much I can get done and when the end of the day comes, I’m not sitting around wondering how I can look busy for the next fifteen minutes prior to going home.
Anyway, to recap, I don’t feel buzzed or anything, just sort of clear and energized. It’s very subtle, but noticeable at times. My mental energy levels are raised (or barriers are lowered) and I find it easy to get into tasks that I may lack motivation for or that might even be demotivating.
Think of when you are bored, and nothing sounds interesting to you, that is where my career was heading.
As mild as this review might sound, if I can continue to reap these benefits this thing will be a gold mine to me. Seriously, having this kind of energy in my career again will be a life changing event.
So, this is really what I was hoping it would be when I decided to try it. Something that lets me apply my productive skills all day long without the large mental inertia. Given that I was already very focused, I don’t feel smarter, I don’t focus more, I don’t feel some amazing buzz, I don’t really consciously notice much at all, but it’s perfect for me.