Alright guys, so I’m 191, and I have 6 weeks to go until the competition.
Realistically I was suppose to come in the 170’s. I have 15-20 lbs to lose in 6 weeks to be in condition. No fault of Jake’s, just my body has been VERY stubborn. It’s strange it took over 3000 kcal daily to get over ~195 lbs, but sub-2000 kcal to get under 190.
I’ve gotten adjusted to the lower calorie/carb and no longer have energy issues, so surprisingly that’s been no issue. Overall, though, as many will tell you, cutting to see how much muscle you actually have is disappointing, especially with my best BP (legs) looking to be covered by board shorts.
So, after talking to family, friends, etc, I feel I’m going to opt out of the competition. I’m eating very little, I’m way behind conditioning, losing the weight I need to lose in that time frame will likely cost me a bit of what little muscle I have, and I’m just at the end of the day, not happy with the package I would bring on stage.
I’m sincerely sorry if I disappointed anyone, I just have to do what I feel is best. Stepping on stage with a physique I feel isn’t worthy of being there is not going to make me happy, and at the end of the day that’s what lifting is about.
Jake has a physique I’m shooting for. He is roughly my weight, general BF%, all right now, at about 3-4 inches shorter. Even had this cut gone perfectly ideal, being 6’2", 170’s, with MOST my mass in my legs just isn’t a good build. When I started lifting, I wanted to be BIG. So I think I need to work on getting big and strong. That’s what most, including Jake did, and I’m no different.
I likely start reverse dieting this week. I may start a log in the log section, if ya’ll are still interested in following along with me. Like I said, I feel horrible like I’m letting everyone down. It was difficult for me to try and figure out if I was just being a pussy and wanting to quit, or whether my pride wasn’t allowing me to quit when I knew it was the right decision. Some will likely still say I’m just a quitter, and that’s justified. But regardless, this just isn’t for me.
I’m glad I did this though. I’m a similar leanness and weight when I started this whole thing earlier this year, except my chest and delts are actually existent now. Last year being just a tad leaner I was in the 170’s, so I’ve gained roughly 10-15 lbs of decent mass in the last year. Jake has helped me TREMENDOUSLY, in so many avenues, not just lifting. So I’m happy with my decision.
Thanks for all the support guys, it’s been great, and I really hope ya’ll will continue to lend me advice and encouragement through the coming months and years.