“At approximately 12 p.m. local time a student opened fire at the Jokela School Centre. Some of the students smashed windows in order to get out and heavily armed police soon surrounded the school. At least eight people were reported having been killed by the gunman.
Seven of the victims were students, five male and two female. The eighth victim was the school’s headmaster.
Three more people suffered gunshot wounds and an unspecified number of people were injured by shattering glass. The shooter is in critical condition from self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head according to Finnish medical officials and police.”
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I just read this on the news when I came home today. My classmates also told me about it at school today, just hours after it happened. It happened very close to where I live.
Now, this thread was not originally intended as a place to talk about the shooting (what is there possibly to be said about something so horrible, that hasn’t been said already?). However, of course share your opinions on the matter.
What I wanted to say, was how much this actually stuck with me. I understand how ignorant and inhuman it sounds, but before this, I never thought much about school shootings. I would read about such events on the news, and talk with my friends and parents about it, and discuss it with teachers during relevant classes at school.
But I never paused and actually questioned the real horror and severity of the ease it is to witness and be part of something like this. It is one thing to see it on the news - to hear about it happening in another country and send out your silent condolenses to the affected, but it’s totally something else to actually go through it. Or even for it to happen near where you live. To be part of it. Thats what I realized.
And then I thought … what if this happens in my school?
What if some asshole pulls out an gun in the middle of class, and with the pull of one trigger, my life is gone?
And it got me thinking… if I was to die right now, what would I have achieved in my life? what would I have mattered to the world? Would I have made a difference? Would people remember me for my good deeds, or my bad?
Now I know what they mean when they say “live every day like it’s your last” and “live in the moment”. You can lose your life so easily, yet most people live like the days never end. I think Chris Shugart has talked about it several times in his “Shugart’s Hammer” articles. People don’t appreciate their lives.
They live bland, montonous existances of working jobs they don’t like, coming home and going to sleep. Like machines. Like their lives are just another statistic. (Check out Chris’s article “I Hear Dead People” the subject)
I now understand movies like Fight Club and American Beauty, which talk about experiencing life and not being caught up in the same old monotonous living the world wants you to conform you.
And then it got me thinking, what really is the most important thing in life? A great job and loads of money? A stable, loving family? Having as much fun as possible? Doing as much for society and the world as you can?
What is going to make me feel like I have lived well? That if one day, some psycho pulls that trigger in my face, that just before I die, I’ll know everything has been worth it. It’s all kind of mind-boggling.
So now I sit here, with a stupid face, thinking about all of this. I know several people at my school who seem disturbed enough to possibly pull a gun out and go Mad Max on the rest of the school.
I think it’s moments like this that change you. Moments that you realize how much the people that you love mean to you. How much the people you don’t know - people you see walking by you everyday, how much they mean to you. Or how much weightlifting and the feel of a chalky iron bar in your hands, and veins pumping in your neck, and eyes swollen full of blood after a set of deadlifts - how much that means to you. Or, heck, how much just waking up in the morning to a great site like this means to you.
What are your thoughts?