Things are improving, thanks its been 
mainly. Was thinking of creating another log that I can’t promise to keep up.
OUCH, I guess some things stay the same… “got stung by a red wasp on the kitchen floor last night.” Other than that I do miss the wildlife stories you share.
You could call your log
“No Promises Here, Either”, like Hel’s
Yesterday Jed and I took the doggos over to another town for the spay and neuter. The shelter gave us vouchers to cover some of the cost but… nobody here excepts them. Go figure. Rumor has it, that the shelter is slowwww on paying. Who knows. I was very concerned about Mr Hairy making it through the surgery. This has been a source of anxiety. He made it through just fine but, the vet over there thinks the Puddin has alreafy been spayed, just not 100% sure. 
I love these two littles one but… good Lord, what was I thinking?
Any old way… it took ALL day to get this sorted so, we met a friend for breakfast. Then, we went out to thier ranch to see their little cows… lol
They are Zebu cattle. So damn cute!!!
Took a 4 mile hike (I did do something) around the park and found plenty more ducks 
Then made another round because Jed saw a plastic bag in water. We picked up all the plastic we could reach. Jed was very concerned about this. I didn’t realize we needed to take equipment. 
You’re a good person and great Mom!
Thanks OG, but I doubt that. Right now it seems like I am failing.
Airdyne= Voodoo child SRV
5x10
Push ups
Rings rows
BPAs
Leg ext
Jed nailed with a water balloon right in the eye last night and it jarred my whole head. Left brain headache is real. Good news is… his aim is getting much better!
Incoming rant…
I know I have talked about this before and it stopped for a long time but…
There is once again food missing from my pantry and freezer. I HATE having to lock my stuff up! I live in a pasture. You literally have to walk to my house, you cannot drive up to it. Yet, here we are. First amd foremost it makes me think I’m crazy. I question myself… did I cook that? I don’t remember cooking that? When did I cook that? Didn’t I buy that last week?
Second… groceries are too expensive now. Eating is not cheap even if you cook at home anymore.
There is literally zero reason to sneak in my house and take my food. If you need help… how about asking? It’s not like I am going to let you go hungry. I will buy you some food. Just stop taking mine!!!
So, now I am going to go get a hasp and lock, to lock my freezer, and set up the game camera 
I am not in the best of moods right now. I hate to keep whining about this but… It just won’t stop!
I got zero care instructions for Mr Hairy after his surgery so now I am worried about the stitches. Are you supposed to go back to take them out? How long before he can have a bath? Etc… not real happy with that Vet clinic but, it served its purpose.
Get you a ring or Amazon camera system. The one Amazon sells is pretty cheap.
I hate a thief!
Did they put him in a cone? If not, the stitches might be dissolving stitches that don’t require removal. I’d call the clinic and ask about removal and when you can bathe him (I’m guessing two weeks from the surgery.)
I’m sorry; I find the prolonged heat to be freaking miserable - it’s draining, physically and emotionally. To me, you aren’t whining, you’re venting, which has been proven to help ease emotional turmoil. Some people love these temps; I’m not “some people” haha. Our temps have reduced to the mid-90s, which is a welcome relief, but still too hot for me. Montana’s mid-80s summers sound idyllic to me.
And most importantly, from what we see of you here, you’re doing a great job as a mom, daughter, and friend. None of us is perfect, but you haven’t stopped caring and haven’t given up mothering, and that’s what matters most.
No, they just sent him home with a couple of meds for the itchiness, and told me to bathe him with Selsun blue.
Me neither.
Um you live in Texas right? And people are just walking into your kitchen? Am I missing something?
The culprit only comes when I am not home. I have my suspicions on who it is… the same one that wrecked his car up the road and his mama text me and asked me not to shoot him because he was walking home, but she didn’t know where he was. I told her I wouldn’t shoot him. 
I got some new locks this weekend then went to the meat market. 
Hmm… interesting dilemma. Can she not feed him in exchange for you not shooting him🙃, that seems fair. Not that I understand or know why he’s doing this.
I don’t get it either. It’s not like I wouldn’t help them if they said they were having problems. I would buy them groceries. There is literally NO reason to steal from me. I’m not an asshole.
The weather has improved! We did get some much needed rain and a little cooler temps.
Went out and did some “stuff” mostly stretching. Wiped everything off. Big rain last night.
I am struggling right now, anxiety out the ass. Sure do miss my BFF at times like this.
I am trying to make myself determined to finish out the year strong. Damn it!
Here for you little chicken if you wanna talk or DM me on my Insta.
Thanks Simo! This too shall pass. I appreciate it buddy. I am worried about shit I can’t change, I need to let it go.
Airdyne
BPAs
Band lat pulls
Leg ext
Deadhang
Single pull ups
Years ago the airdyne was given to me by one of my most favorite people in the world. I stopped by last night to tell her how much I loved her and good bye. She passed at 4am.
This morning when I started pedaling the most beautiful green and dragonfly came to me on the airdyne. I guess it was curious about the movement of the fan but, it sure was weird.
