Apologies for the wall of text. If I’ve left out any key info, let me know, but I’d really appreciate if anyone has some insight.
26, relatively active. So I went on self medicated TRT back in October last year. But I’m now questioning my decision. My adult life has been plagued by every symptom of Low T there is. I’ve been going to the Dr for them for many years, but they’ve never been able to pinpoint a cause. I’ve had fairly extensive tests on the NHS, none of which raised alarms, apart from SHBG/Free T (which they didn’t care about).
Now I didn’t just jump on TRT - I spent months researching and arming myself with knowledge, to the point I regularly contribute on forums like this one. But I do wonder if my decision was jaded by my desperation to just feel ‘normal’.
My Total T results, over 4 tests, ranged around the 400-450ng/dl mark, with one in the afternoon coming in at 180ng/dl (I also had one at 19/20 that was around the 400 mark). My LH was 2.8 U/L and FSH 7.6 U/L.
Now the problem was with my SHBG - which hovered around 50-55 nmol/l. This left me with my Free T levels under range, lower than the levels of some that would be instantly recommended TRT (<290ng/dl).
I’ve had a single Thyroid Test, for TSH & T4, which came back in range (TSH was 1.16 mU/L & FT4 17.8 pmol/L). In hindsight, it may have been better to get this tested further - Would this be worth further/more in-depth tests, and if so, which ones?
But I’ve got to say, I haven’t noticed a tonne of improvements these 9 months, which is why I’m questioning it. I do feel slightly better than I did, but then again, I was in a dark place mentally around that time(due to some events). I still don’t have much of a sex drive, my fatigue has gotten somewhat better, but it’s hard to say conclusively. My body has changed a little.
I don’t really want a ‘Western’ lifestyle, I enjoy nature and plan to get away from this all someday. I’m already feeling restrained when it comes to travel, I can’t just up and go, and see where the road takes me, as I’ve got to worry about medication. I just feel a bit stuck, and don’t know what to do.