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Thanks for the additional reply. I do not want anyone to pick up this book and get a bad impression of the people of Lewiston, even as I paint a rather grim picture. I would not bring shame on the family by gaining notoriety through audacious behavior intended to capitalize on emotional reactions.

There’s a LOT of standards we could be talking about in Lewiston Public Schools, but that was just a quick example. In a bit broader terms, we have a lot of bad outcomes with very little information being shared, along with special education enrollment statistics that would suggest a serious problem either with the institution or the very environment we live in.

Many, many such rabbit holes are there.

Same with migration.

Same with Bates kids voting.

Same with legalizing drugs.

The non-profiteers are a massive topic unto themselves.

Same with exploring the many other areas in the USA doing it to similarly disastrous ends, not to mention other parts of the world.

Indeed, the complicated nature of woke ideology and the mental gymnastics behind it lends itself to it’s broad acceptance through the sheer difficulty of mounting an argument against the ideology itself, or even defining exactly what it is in the first place.

There are so many bites to take out of any one of those rabbit holes.

I really appreciate the laboratory that is t-nation, and that’s why I’ve been dumping thoughts here for over a decade now.

I look at it as the comoditization of virtue, and the coersive use of guilt and fear to gain compliance at the heart of it.

“We have the virtues. We’re on the right side of history. If you want to be there with us, you agree to [rolling list of demands]. If not, You’re Scum! Or Worse! And we’ll stop at nothing to destroy you!”.

No one wants to be scum and publicly humiliated, do they?

No, which is why I need to mount the argument without using words like woke.

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Yeah. That would just be the same tactic turned on them.

Thats where goood writing comes in.

This book will also not contain profanity, lurid details of what happens at the bar, detailed explanations of exactly how I bested my opponents, descriptions of my many notable feats of strength, erotic nonfiction, senseless braggadocio, obscure pop culture references, Mongol references, an extraordinary number of jokes some might find to be in poor taste, or any of the other topics I might have written about here unless…

It is ABSOLUTELY necessary to tell the story of Lewiston.

Those details and more will be made available through whatever writers use for onlyfans these days. For their writing, I mean.

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You gotta save something for the made for tv movie.

“The Bouncer of Lewiston”- a story of a hard lovin, loud laughin bouncer with a heart of gold… and fists of Iron!

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Just to give folks an idea of a small part of what I’m trying to tackle, the school these teachers are speaking about was a very well-functioning institution that successful and intelligent people my age attended. I’m not sure what the right word is for it now, other than an instrument of the ideology that was redesigned to meet the needs of the ideology, not the town.

I need to tell this story and it’s going to upset a lot of people any way I do it. Video bookmarked at the beginning of many teachers finally drumming up the courage to say something. That one teacher wished to remain anonymous while communicating her completely reasonable concerns speaks volumes about the levels of fear that have been cultivated in this town.

Lots of gunshots just popped off about a mile away from me.

Years, YEARS went by without gunshots in Lewiston. RECENTLY. Peaceful streets are not ancient history.

I wrote my first op-ed to the local paper today (before the gunshots). The deli clerk at my local supermarket wants to kick my teeth in because I don’t agree with the “low-barrier” homeless shelter model. He said this in a city-specific discussion group under our real names. He has been active in local politics with the Maine Democrat party.

The op-ed was more about how our state rep seems to believe that people who disagree with her are oppressors, and how politicians saying things like that will result in people actually believing it and talking themselves into being violent.

It is very tempting to put bologna back on the menu, but I shall continue going about my normal business, patiently waiting for someone to spice up my life with an assault.

My present mindset of writing in the simplest possible terms through the eyes of a simple bouncer served as a good launching point for the op-ed. This is the style I want to continue using in my book. My first take on this op-ed (before today’s actual threat) included a t-nation-esque history lesson about the Molotv-Ribbentrop pact, Poles then and now, my grandma, Lebensraum for Herrenvolk, and a lot of other stuff I thought was FANTASTIC, but nobody else would have.

It is my intention to write for Lewiston. Here’s the op-ed.


I expected threats against me when I worked bar security here in Lewiston. It goes hand-in-hand with the task of informing people that the bar would like for them to leave. Fortunately for me, the overwhelming majority of people who I cut off in Lewiston were very polite and understanding about it.

I don’t expect threats when I disagree with my neighbors about politics, but that’s what happened to me today in Maine. Someone right here in Lewiston wants to both harm me and encourage me to harm myself because I disagreed with him. That’s his problem, not mine, but it doesn’t make me feel any better about the overall situation.

I’ve lived in Lewiston for about 15 years and don’t seem to recall a climate of any political violence when I arrived. I also don’t recall Maine ever being known as a place where that is common. I was always proud to inform my friends and family that I lived in the most peaceful state in the USA.

Looking around myself today, in November of 2024, it would seem as though I’m not particularly welcome in Lewiston, Maine. One of our representatives to Augusta, Mana Abdi, has a quote on her social media profile that reads,

“We can disagree and still love each other unless your disagreement is rooted in my oppression and denial of my humanity and right to exist”

The quote is commonly attributed to James Baldwin but Snopes indicated it was a hoax. Someone else wrote the words and believed it would serve some kind of purpose if attributed to writer James Baldwin.

Hoax or not, it made me wonder what a Lewiston Representative to Augusta could possibly mean by it. I wrote her an email to ask on November 11th, but have not received a reply. I am unsure how a person could ever know if another’s disagreement was rooted in such malice or simply a different idea about public policy.

In my surveys of the Maine political landscape, I have not come across any politicians or political organizations who are advocating for anything that could possibly be interpreted as oppressive or inhumane, let alone denying someone of their right to exist.

Maine politicians should stop giving people the idea that their neighbors here in Lewiston are inhumane oppressors, because I don’t see any evidence that it is true. Representative Abdi is far from the only Lewiston politician who has used or promoted similar rhetoric.

If you aren’t sure if your neighbor is a Nazi or fascist, go to the library and learn what Nazis and fascists were before you call your neighbor one. Some people will believe it if you use rhetoric like that about those who disagree with you, and some of those people will go on to talk themselves into being violent because of it.

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Excuse my amateur opinion, but imho you buried the lede in your last paragraph (let’s be honest, there’s a real-life reason Twitter started with a 140 character limit lol).

I think you have to be more in your face with the types of people you are trying to reach, and be more up front about the fact that threatening unprovoked violence in response to another person’s opinions/ideas is pretty much fascist behavior.

You’re too subtle for the clowns.

This submission is an op-ed in my local paper where I’m speaking to an audience of everyone I live with. I’m calling out a specific representative, most politicians in my area and their rhetoric. I’m leaving the deli clerk alone.

I only had another 200 words left on the word limit, and decided not to spend them.

It also hasn’t been published, and may not since it is inherently adversarial to the narrative that our local newspaper has worked so diligently to advance. I’ll probably know this week if it will see the light of day or not.

It would be encouraging to me if it was published, and even more encouraging to me if more local threats make themselves known to me. I’m at a point in life where I can take one for the First Amendment team, if it meant getting a good point across.

On account of my people being slow but steady on the uptake, I now realize that you gots more book learnin’ than me, strange man of the Orient. He who understands the shapes and symbols of my people, and our sounds.

I completely understand what you were saying, but the last paragraph was calling out my neighbors, whereas the previous part was directed towards the politicians. It was a lot of ground to cover in 700 words without somehow incorporating a story about how I once deadlifted 615 pounds.

I ended up in conflict with my neighbors by posting footage of a truck running through a bus stop as my and other kids boarded on a fecesbook neighborhood page, calling out the carelessness of the people who do this. (There are many!).

There were several people who implied and even stated that they wanted to fight, so I challenged them directly to do just that, at the location and time of their convenience. I also invited any takers to visit me at the bus stop, a well known and easily recognized location.

No takers. :man_shrugging:t2:.

Sometimes you have to make it clear that you’re willing to take it as far as you need to to get the yappers to shut up and make way for a real conversation with people that matter.

I did end up effectively changing their patrols to morning hours when the busses are running, but I had to bruise a couple egos to do it.

After all, it actually was for the children.

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I’m too old to cast any broader net for trouble than I just did with my op-ed. It shall surely upset many in my area.

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Its ok. They should be upset. Just not for the reason they think they should be.

If anybody were at least proportionally as smart as they are arrogant, they would want to at least hear you out, in the event that you become a political adversary.

At least thats what the township managers did when they realized I was not just some dummy, and not going away.

Big shocker, the newspaper doesn’t want to publish my op-ed. They have concerns about my assertions about Rep. Abdi.

I only made two assertions about her. She prominently displays the quote and she didn’t return my email.

What a bunch of clowns but this is actually good supporting information for the story I’m trying to tell in the book. That newspaper has had a big part in it.

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After being fact-checked twice and handing over all of my supporting documentation, they agreed to publish it if I could get it down to 250 words. No explanation of why they didn’t wish to go with it as an op-ed. I actually tried and got down to 370 words before I decided I’m not doing that.

It isn’t the greatest sin against free speech, but when you consider what they HAVE published as op-eds, it is clear they have reasons they are unwilling to state.

Ideology is coming into the story as the villain in real-time. Unstated priorities and unstated reasons have shaped this town far more than anything you will find stated as a priority on the City of Lewiston’s website.

As a point of reference, they wanted to put me in the same LTE part of the paper as these nitwits they publish. The same company owns The Portland Press Herald and published this the other day.

Ha, you didn’t think you had even a smidgen of a chance of being published though, did you? Why, after reading your very clear, intelligent, thoughtful op-ed, I immediately knew it was doomed because you forgot to put your “feelings” in there and to use the currently accepted woke buzzwords like “oppressed, disadvantaged, unhoused, economically disadvantaged” and so on and so forth. With the woke mind virus having consumed a huge portion of Lewiston, in my mind I imagine you are there trying to survive like in a Day of the living dead movie haha. You’re surrounded.

I also thoroughly enjoyed your writing above, and I have a suggestion or thought but it’s one of those things where I/you know the answer already[probably]. Here goes: What if you were able to sit down with one of the woke/liberal politicians and interview them for your piece? Now, you might have to be bad and not tell them exactly what you are writing, maybe tell them you are doing a piece about the changing demographics of Lewiston and how the town is evolving to support the changes, something like that. Not sure if that would work or set off their BS alarms…but with Liberals if you act like you just care so much about the poor immigrants’ plight that you could cry (can you scrounge up some tears maybe, that’d be good), it might work.

The reason for my suggestion is so that you can weave that into your book as sort of the “why” Lewiston has morphed from all the great things you said it USED to be 15+ years ago, you know? You can ask this liberal person all about their thoughts and feelings regarding the immigrants, their needs and woes, what the city can/is doing to meet those needs, and what their view of Lewiston might be in 5, 10, etc years. What do they hope to achieve with throwing open the doors to the city for everyone, no matter the cost?

I think if you had that in your book, like a section on the woke mind virus and how it has affected the liberal residents of Lewiston, it might help the reader understand the sheer lunacy and impracticality of inviting in hordes of poor, dangerous, uneducated immigrants who (as Trump says) are not doctors, lawyers, engineers…meaning they were NEVER going to positively contribute to Lewiston in any way, and instead only spread like a cancer around the city, draining public coffers, stressing ALL city services like fire, police, schools, hospitals. I always think about the hospitals I guess because my sister is a nurse and she tells me that whenever illegals come in (she’s a nurse in Austin) and have a baby, get a broken leg fixed, have a family member spend a week in the ICU, etc that they just waltz out without paying and the hospital knows that those tens or hundreds of thousands of dollars of costs the hospital incurred caring for those ILLEGAL aliens will NEVER be recouped and the hospital simply sinks further into the red. Here in Texas, ALL (except the private) hospitals in south Texas are ridiculously in the red, with many having to close their doors because they simply cannot pay the workers as they have no money. It’s disgusting.

Eh, sorry I went off on a tangent but I realize that the biggest problem with my suggestion is finding a calm, rational liberal who can express their thoughts and views without immediately bringing up their feelings or doing what they always do and blaming all these made up boogeymen (white supremacy, the patriarchy, toxic masculinity, colonialism, etc) for the current ills of the Lewiston…of course, they may not even want to admit that Lewiston is falling into decay and heading off a cliff, because in their distorted vision they think that they are saving all the immigrants from assured death and persecution in their native lands (lol, the white savior complex).

Sorry, like you I can type pretty fast and i just wanted to share my ideas. But please keep writing, it sounds like there are many of us who really enjoy your posts and writing style.

Stuff like that is generally in the future, but I’m debating whether I want to have anyone besides Lewiston and The Ideology as characters in this book. My ultimate success would be to tell the story in as impersonal way as possible, which would have the effect of making it much, much more personal to the people who would benefit most from reading it.

Local color without local people specifically identified is possible, but not always in the same kind of ways.

If that even makes sense. Nothing will until I get quite a bit further than where I’m at now. If I can succeed in this somehow, there will be a lot of people who don’t like that very much at all. Even I could have problems if enough angry deli clerks got together. I could have all of that and not succeed, too.

A lot of what you’re writing about are ideas I want to incorporate into this somehow by making it evident through storytelling, not by beating people over the head with it. And I want everything I say in the book to be true.

So far, so good. Thanks for the thoughts!

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No problem, anytime. And i understand what you are trying to say as far as the writing style you hope to present. Again, I’m looking forward to reading more and more as I think that what is occurring in far-off Lewiston, Maine [well, very far from me here in TX] is quite representative of the chaos that is occurring in both big and small cities and towns throughout the United States of America. But with the focus being on a smaller town, I think it makes for a more personal story as opposed to a massive urban city with too many distracting variables. Plus I spent my summers in a small town growing up and I am very familiar with how “everyone knows almost everyone” and people being intimately involved in the operations and goings-ons.

Keep up the good work! Oh, and if you happen to ever run into my favorite author, Stephen King, punch him square in the face for me please! I may enjoy his books but he is a terrible human being.