Most recent bloods attached below (Also a DHT only test from 2023)
I’ve been trying to feel good for 2 years. During this time I’ve tried Cyp + Enanthate (EOD + E3.5D Propionate (ED), at varying doses (800ng/dL - 2000ng/dL)
Nothing has ever made me feel how T should feel. I have no energy to get up in the morning, no libido, no morning wood.
The first time I ever got on 2 years ago (Cyp) I felt great for the first couple weeks, felt libido creep in, (this still happens when changing dose substantially) but then everything drops off.
Weird things to note:
Occasionally after heavy drinking (the morning after) I feel great, how I should feel on T except the effect on cognition via the hangover behind it. I have never been able to explain this as my E2 is ALWAYS high anyway - explained below:
AI: E2 in my bloods always seems high. However, taking an AI (Anastrozole) gives me low e2 symptoms before I feel better, always, no matter the dosage - it’s on the E2 rise back up I have 1 day (Max) of feeling good (not optimal) again, then back to feeling shit.
I got DHT tested in 2023 as I thought maybe low SHBG means I’m aromatising so much that T > DHT just isn’t happening, and my DHT ended up being really low.
I took proviron at varying doses (25, 50mg a day) for a few weeks. All that happened is I lost lots of hair and felt dryer.
I’m going through periods (especially now) where I have quite significant brain fog (worse the higher my e2 is) where I genuinely feel retarded. I’ve always been sharp and intelligent, but at the moment that just isn’t there, and I actually struggle to speak and fuck up a lot of words and sentences because of it.
I really don’t know where to go - any advice from anyone who’s gone through the same thing or is more knowledgable than I am would be so, so appreciated.