Just listen to the song in that link, PLEASE. I’ll paypal you money just to listen to it even.
Let me tell you how I first came to love this song. A member of another forum I post on was killed by a drunk driver, and in a memorial thread to him someone posted the lyrics to this song. The beginning caught my eye:
�??What a beautiful face / I have found in this place / That is circling all round the sun / What a beautiful dream / That could flash on the screen / In a blink of an eye and be gone from me / Soft and sweet /Let me hold it close and keep it here with me, me
And one day we will die / And our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea / But for now we are young / Let us lay in the sun / And count every beautiful thing we can see / Love to be /In the arms of all I’m keeping here with me, me�??
So I download it and listen to it a few times. I think it�??s pretty good. Then a couple weeks later I put it back on my playlist as the only song, as I sometimes do when I�??m trying to decide if I like it or not. I step into the kitchen of my apartment as the song starts. I hear the opening guitar riff, those first couple verses I just transcribed, and I hit the floor. I think of all the awful things I’ve done in my life. All the awful things that everyone has ever done. All the cruel things, all the evil, and mean, and hurtful things. Then I thought of all the beautiful things. How beautiful life can be, and how beautiful my life was. How much my mother loves me, and how much she just wants me to be good, and how many times have I failed that. How many times I have succeeded. And how all those beautiful things in life could exist in the same life and in the same world as all the bad and evil that has occurred. How no matter what someone does, no matter how bad or how evil, the truly good will always love life and see how beautiful it is, and even forgive those that kill or harm them. How anyone knowing this in their heart could still harm anyone or anything. How anyone that has lived for even a second can do anything to harm anything else that is living. How beautiful life is, every second of it. The good, the bad, any of it. To exist, for even a second. It’s why I can’t support abortion, it’s why I can’t support the death penalty, it’s why I can’t believe that anyone who has lived and looked at life could ever take the life another. It’s why I can’t believe that anyone who really has taken a step back and looked at this life could ever harm another. I never knew how powerful music could be until I heard this song. I was there on my floor, just lying there sobbing, literally sobbing thinking of how I got to where I was. I think now of how even despite this I have still done more wrong in life, and more good, and how life just continues to be the most beautiful thing. There could be eternal heaven, or no afterlife at all and just to have lived for even a moment is still immaculate. I don’t know how anyone could be anything and not be amazed at the perfection of being alive.
I wish Ace didn’t die and I wish someone had posted this song the very same day.
�??Despite everything I believe that people are really good at heart�??. -Anne Frank
What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all round the sun
What a beautiful dream
That could flash on the screen
In a blink of an eye and be gone from me
Soft and sweet
Let me hold it close and keep it here with me, me
And one day we will die
And our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea
But for now we are young
Let us lay in the sun
And count every beautiful thing we can see
Love to be
In the arms of all I’m keeping here with me, me
What a curious life we have found here tonight
There is music that sounds from the street
There are lights in the clouds
Anne’s ghost all around
Hear her voice as it’s rolling and ringing through me
Soft and sweet
How the notes all bend and reach above the trees, trees
Now how I remember you
How I would push my fingers through
Your mouth to make those muscles move
That made your voice so smooth and sweet
Now we keep where we don’t know
All secrets sleep in winters clothes
With one you loved so long ago
Now he don’t even know his name
What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all round’ the sun
And when we meet on a cloud
I’ll be laughing out loud
I’ll be laughing with everyone I see
Can’t believe how strange it is to be anything at all, at all