So as many posts here have discussed low libido and I’ve seen most replies and I have tried so many adjustments. However, in case anyone wants to shed some light on this it would be appreciated.
So, a bit of context, where I live right now it is increasingly challenging to get a blood test/hormonal panel. Every time I had one, I had to travel back to my home country. I first got tested two years ago, at 27, testing at 252 total test. I always felt tired, always struggled with dieting and retaining muscle (When cutting, I would just lose ALL of my muscle, regardless of protein intake, etc.). This is when I started Enclomiphene Citrate, after a couple of weeks I still felt terrible, so decided to get tested and came back at a whopping 1000+ total test and 34 E2. This made no sense to me, as I felt worst than at the 200s, I was gaining massive amounts of water weight and overall just feeling like shit.
That’s when I decided to say fuck it and go all in on test (I have learned so much from when I did this), I pinned 50mg of Test E and boom, I felt like I was a new person, even thinking to myself that I was not really living prior to this, I was just getting by…
Fastforward a couple of months, my libido disappeared, I remember it vividly one day I noticed I didn’t feel it anymore. This of course makes sense now as probably my production was shut down + E2 was running high. Anyways, I didn’t know anything back then.
Since then, I have so many different protocols and types of test, Test E or C at 100, 150, 200, even going as low as 70mg/week. Some of the tests I was able to do on some of these protocols came back with high E2, I eventually gave in and started AI, balanced it on multiple protocols and felt even worst across all.
A couple of weeks ago I decided to give prop a try, 10/mg a day. First three days were the ONLY time I actually noticed a difference based on the protocol, all others, regardless of dose made me feel EXTREMELY tired, bloated, etc. Overall just a terrible experience.
My biggest shock was that when I started prop I felt my libido back after two years, it wasn’t great, but it was there, more like a small “fire”, but I noticed it, unlike ALL other protocols where I felt absolutely no difference.
Unfortunately, day 4 and 5 I started to feel off again, and surely enough I was feeling exactly the same as before. I don’t know what else to do, I’ve tried everything and anything. Any help is greatly appreciated, willing to answer all questions below if needed.