I did 250, then 500 for two months, the next two months 750, and next month 1000. Last month I cut it to the 500 slowly, should I just cut it to the 250 and cruise? I want to do TRT, I’m just not sure how right is that? So long I didn’t have any visible side effects, blood and urine analysis are fine, I did it last week. I have plenty of Nolva, should I consider taking some low dose? I am 40, 6’6, 270lbs.
Are you looking to self administer TRT or do it the proper with via the medical community? Are you in the US?
No, there are no medical trt where I live. But really, doing long test cycle kept me alive. I had some hard moments in life, my son died three years and four months ago. After that my wife left, than nine months ago my younger brother died in car accident. I’m also a veteran, so I still had some bloody images in my dreams that normal person cant imagine. I got to the point in my life where I had to decide should I put bullet in my head or find some goal to somehow live the rest of my life. So I went back to gym and workout, and I started taking test e after some time. It gave me a strong kick, intense workouts put lots of bad shit out of my head. I feel much better now, I know I cant get anyone back, but at least I dont feel suicidal. Im not concered about my health, or will I live one or ten years more, I just dont wanna some bad side effects like gyno or start feeling like a girl.
Sounds horrible man. Sorry to hear that. I’m not judging, just wanted to know in order to respond appropriately. I see a lot of guys outside the US self administering as the only option.
Have you had any blood work done while on your blast? That’s a long time to run such high doses and even though you don’t care about your longevity you may not want to feel like ass before you die. I would run a CBC and CMP now to rule out any major health markers. Then settle on a dose your are comfortable with TRT (200mg is generally a high dose for TRT and you mentioned 250mg). Once you run the TRT for 6 weeks follow up with FT, TT, E2, SHBG, DHT and if you had any major flags from prior CBC/CMP repeat those tests. TRT could take several months of experimenting, with labs, until you ‘feel’ right. After that you will know what to settle on between blasts. Make sense?
Oh and regarding the Nolva… it primarily used either during cycle to block E2 receptors in breast tissue or as a PCT drug. If you’re running TRT you don’t need it as a PCT drug. If you have tenderness/lumps or gyno concerns some guys run it 10-20mg/day while cycling or blasting.
I did my blood work last week, and everything was OK. Test e and nolva are cheap and clean here where I live, you can buy it in in legit pharmacy shop, I wouldnt have money for more expensive gear. I even cant pay that tests that you mentioned, which can be done only in expensive private laboratories, here, because Im already giving last cent for a relatively decent food and gym membership.
Thanks a lot for the advice.
I personally think you should cruise for awhile. You shouldn’t need Nolva on a cruise but could add it in when you blast for the sole purpose of avoiding gyno.
I know a lot of guys that cruise around 200-250 a week. They all feel great for a while but then reach a baseline. That great initial feeling won’t make you overcome psychological barriers in the long term if your psychological pitfalls aren’t low T related. I hope you realize that.
Its not like that, its about test helping me to have intense workout, and intense workout helps me. I dont know is it about endorphins high or something else. Intense workout helps me to carry my life burden less hard than before.