I’m 40 but I get what you are saying about the kids, plus they are not the best source of info for this stuff.
I heartily recommend you spending the time to learn whatever you can. (That’s my soap box statement I try to spread around)
Right off the bat, what are you doing for estrogen control when you run 500mgs a week? True many guys don’t need any estrogen support at 500gs a week but some do and some need serious support.
Estrogen is what is produced when the aromatase enzyme interacts with the testosterone. So your body has been use to low test (age) and this lower estrogen because there was less test to eat up. The same way that you super reacted to the extra test, the same is possible to the new estrogen in your body. Plus you just might be a super sensitive individual.
Just to help you along and I don’t know your full education background in this world so I am not trying to do anything other than make sure you do know this, not trying to man-splane anything. There are two ways we tend to manage estrogen on cycle, with a SERM or an Aromatase Inhibitor aka AI. A SERM blocks estrogen from attaching to certain tissues like the breast tissue that can grow causing gyno. The SERM does nothing to manage the estrogen level it simply blocks the estrogen and that is a very simple way of saying it, plus it does other stuff but those things are not important to this. SERMs are used in fertility therapy sometimes, so they do all sorts of stuff beyond just blocking. I saw that Hammer recommended a SERM and it’s possible it could do something outside it’s gyno type duty that helps but my statements are in regards to estrogen being too high and causing the ED as a side effect of the extra high level. The two common SERMs are nolvadex and clomid. Now an AI actually effects the estrogen level. What it does is stops the aromatase enzyme from breaking down the testosterone and if the enzyme can’t breakdown then no estrogen. The main three AIs are aromasin, arimidex, and femara.
I would think if you took a light dose of any of those three AIs along with your test shots, you would see a difference. I personally think femara is more “heavy duty” plus it can mess with our cholesterol. And also another FYI, if and when you do mix in the AI, you will have to play with the dose and schedule to find your best window.
As far as your cycling, WHY? Just blast and cruise aka go to testosterone replacement therapy level dose after your cycle. I can’t imagine your natural test is coming back in any real level or speed even with a great PCT plan. Plus why go through weeks or more likely months of super low to NO test waiting for the HPTA to recover. Fuck that feel good and healthy and more importantly be healthy with a healthy test level after your cycle. Something like 100-125 mgs a week is a typical window for trt dosing. That’s for enanthate and cypionate esters. Also with enanthate and cypionate you should divide your weekly doses into two even shots per week. That will help keep your over all levels more even and stable…that’s good. Actually your ED and mood could improve completely just switching to two even doses vs one large weekly shot. Our bodies like homeostasis, I think thats the word. With any estered hormone there is this peak level release post injection the different esters just effect how high and how long the peak is. Post peak the levels drop noticably.
With one large dose of enanthate or cypionate per week you will have this super high level for about 2-3 days then you drop for the rest of the time until your next shot. With two shots per week you will stay in that post shot window of higher levels. Weather you are doing a cycle or TRT I would urge you to do the two equal shots, it makes a serious difference.
As far as adding in Anavar or anything else at this point, just don’t. I promise you testosterone can do 95% of your wildest fantasies. It is truly king for a reason. I have done numerous cycles with things you have not even heard of and I am telling you test can do it. Now there is nothing wrong with trying the other compounds but you don’t need their complications right now. Get this current situation addressed, try the trt if you want and then see what you feel like in six months. I bet you make some crazy progress you didn’t expect and just want to try another test blast.
And as far as you looking for experienced sounding boards for this stuff, you’re in the right place. This site has well intentioned knowledgeable friends you can speak with. My email is in my profile, you can email me and I will do my best to share why my experience says X, Y, or get the fuck out of the way.