Layman' Training Log/Diary - Bodybuilding - (Red Pill/Blue Pill)

Last night I decided to visit my neice and baby Zayne today, I’m on the train now. I don’t think I’ll go gym today, I did sprint around 300m to the trainstation though lol, I’ll get the last train back to London at around midnight, I’ll just spend the day with my neice and the baby.
I wasn’t going to tell her I’m leaving so she didn’t try to stop me but she found out from my sister and I don’t know how sister found out lol, she did try to stop me but I explained my reasons to her and she came around, she wants me to be happy

From my experience my strength should be increased tomorrow again.
I decided to get 4-5 reps with 130kg squats before I attempt 140kg again, I did do 19 reps with 100kg squats, i should have recorded it, I think the strength is there, I don’t it was unreasonable to attempt 140kg, I just think I need to master my squat form first

When I got here I found out my niece and the baby didn’t sleep last night, he had gas and she wanted to take him to the doctors because he’s too young for gripe water, I suggested we try massaging him first, we watched a YouTube video and took turns massaging him, bicycle kicks, leg extensions and gently pushing the legs to the belly until we felt resistance. And he seemed to feel better, he was searching for milk so my neice took him in her room to feed him and he filled up 2 diapers and ate nicely, him and my neice slept for a few hours, she’s feeding him in her room again.
I’m about to have my 3rd meal

I’m on the last train to London, I’ll have to get a bus from central because of the train strikes, I’ll probably get back at about 2am.
My niece got the dna test results back and Nathan is the father like she said, Nathan said he knew that the boy was his but wanted to have it done for the future incase or something like that my niece told me, I’ve never met Nathan or spoken to him, I only found out about Nathan a few months ago when my niece told me she was pregnant, I decided not to get involved, I’ll leave them to it.
So my niece quickly took some physique pictures for me, my tripod broke ages ago.
I seemed to look much better in the mirror compared to the pictures, I don’t know why, maybe I need to shave my abs for the camera.
I think the bulk is going well so far, ill continue to eat as much as I can handle through the day.
my estrogen feels good for the cycle right now

Only 2 cycle adjustments

  • Anavar sublingualy
    10mg morning
    30mg pre workout
    10mg night

  • Dbol sublingualy
    30mg morning
    30mg per workout
    20mg intra workout
    20mg night

I’m feeling a lot of external negative energy directed at me, I think this is why people stop talking on the forums because they notice negative energy and evil eye and I think so many people get driven away because of negative people.
I’m thinking Maybe I should stop talking and posting my workouts here again, I did really well on my secret bulk cycle experiment.

I might decide to stop talking and posting my workouts here if I continue to feel too much negative energy, opposition and evil eye.

They won’t get away with it, they have negative karma and it will get to them, they are covetous and have all of the attributes and characteristics of the devil

If the support from here works for me than I’ll continue to talk and post my workouts

I’m thinking about it…

Hey guys

I just walked into a Bulgarian pharmacy and bought this pharmaceutical grade clen for about £3.
The guy didn’t even ask me for a prescription, but they know I’m good for it. What a lovely guy

Right now I’m in a Turkish restaurant having my 2nd meal of the day

I would advice against buying this brand online though guys, I would not take that risk, there is a lot of fakes online that copy the package

I feel some unnecessary judgement and criticism from here

I have never injected synthol before and I am actually completely against synthol use, I don’t think humans should use synthol at all, I actually hate synthol, why use synthol when we have hormones that can grow real muscles???

You guys know I don’t lie

So I think I have some slight scar tissue in my delts from my time on TRT, i think it was because of listening to people saying to draw and inject with the same insulin syringe but that makes the needle blunt when it goes through the rubber and I no longer do that because I think blunt needles cause scar tissue, especially when you are low bodyfat, that’s why I only use backloaded insulin syringes now

I know I can get the same needles gauge and length and attach them on a 2ml,5ml or 10ml syringe but I tried them in the UK and they felt less sharp compared to the insulin syringes so I prefer insulin syringes still

Also I think hadi choopan has scar tissue on his delts, it looks like scar tissue to me, it doesn’t look like synthol abuse to me, nothing to worry about, he has plenty time to fix it

BPC-157 can completely fix it

I hope you guys appreciate my experience and advice

from my experience using BPC-157, whenever I injected it in the delts it seemed to repair and reduce the scar tissue in my delts, so I stopped pinning it in my delts and starting pining my upper Left ventra glute to target my intestines instead

If I want to fix my scar tissue in my delts I would pin bpc-157 directly next to the scar tissue in my delts

My lats are my favourite place to inject but it’s hard to see and reach

Anyway, i will definitely give you guys an update at some point unless i die or i am killed

Peace