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So I believe my daily administration protocol started with low estrogen. I was on E1D for 3 weeks and 6 days using the previous vial of testosterone enanthate lab certified at 287.6ml injecting 0.08ml daily, I felt great, I was making gains and I felt my estrogen being high normal. I took my blood test after 3 weeks and 6 days on the new vial injecting 0.08ml IM every evening
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I was feeling unwell today, I have been feeling light headed and out of breath so I decided against heavy deadlifting today. I think my estrogen was too low so I have started my off season daily administration high dose TRT protocol today, I was going to wait till day 6 after my last injection because I prefer to come at it from underneath but I think I needed the estrogen now so it should work the same. Dejavu, I just had a Dejavu
I’m going to reflect on that dejavu lol, why did that happen what does it mean, it felt like this has already happened before it happened…
Anyway my lower back has been sore since I woke, it feels bruised badly but I don’t remember getting injured. It feels like I was hit with a hammer, I don’t remember any blunt force trauma to my back. maybe it was a good thing I decided against going gym today. My first ever powerlifting belt came and I haven’t even had the chance to try it out, today I was watching Alan Thrall and Larry Wheels teach me how to set it up and use it. So now it’s all ready for my first session
some of you think when I collapsed on the 24th of August DMT was released, I would not disagree with that.
Ohh yes, some of you want updates. I ran out of RSO a few weeks ago. The experiment using RSO on my skin is still incomplete, I only administered it twice, it looks ever so slightly improved in the selected area but it’s hard to tell and I’m not convinced it works until further experimentation.
I haven’t smoked any weed for around a couple weeks aswell. I feel fine, the AAS are working very well. I don’t want to use weed anymore. She is how I love and I want to be how she loves
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I’m just letting you all know i’m well, I don’t want to cause anyone any stress. I booked a chiropractors appointment for Friday, let’s see what happens. From my pictures I’m sure you would all agree my back looks unloved lol
I’ll take some pictures tonight again
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I just took some pictures. If you want to see more pictures of me, specifically my back and hamstrings you can check out my Instagram profile. As far as I know it’s not against the rules to link social media accounts here because there’s an option to add a facebook account. My Instagram account link is on my profile page
I had another deja vu today
Some of you want to hear what my reflections led me to believe regarding deja vu’
So after some thought I believe deja vu’ are destiny from God, The Most Wise, The Truth, The Just, The Causer of Goodness. Maybe on the night of destiny just gone he decided on that moment to occur…
It feels like all this has already happened, but I have been sent back with more knowledge this time
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It was my first experience with a Chiropractor today, now I know why David Laid recommends it.
She did something with heat and cold, she did some clicking on my back and neck and acupuncture, while I was on her table she asked me if she could stick some needles in my back. last year, before I started TRT and overcame my fear of needles I would have refused immediately, but not anymore. I told her to go ahead, I wanted to see what see what happens. I felt much lighter after, much better, I had an urge to start running like a spartan as I left the clinic lol
I was in a very tall skyscraper. Another skyscraper had fallen and was on fire. I was leading some people out. I had a gun, I hate guns. There was demons trying to stop us. I awoke soaking in sweat
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I am sorry about everything
Please forgive me
I wasn’t myself. I don’t know what happened exactly.
I like to think God wanted to run an experiment on me, maybe he wanted to teach me something.
i believe I mistook God’ kindness and mercy for me being great. I am guilty of arrogance. Please forgive me guys and pray God forgives me too.
I will try to compensate you guys with some information to make things right. I hope my honesty pleases you all and doesn’t displease anyone.
So After I went cold turkey on the weed and RSO I started having lots of dreams and nightmares
I thought people was out to get me and people was doing evil sacrificial sorcerery on me and stuff. I became really paranoid and suspicious
On top of everything i think the place i was living in is haunted by devils or demons whatever you like to call them, I have left that place.
After I got banned from T-nation lots of bad things started happening. I haven’t been to the gym for around 2 months. when I realised I couldn’t get to the gym I teetered down my TRT dose, then I decided go on PCT. I haven’t even tried out the weightlifting belt I bought.
Anyway I had zero negative side effects from the AAS treatment, except maybe aggression but there’s so many variables I doubt it was the AAS.
I designed my own PCT, I’m running HCG through Daily Administration. I have 3 vials of 5,000iu HCG. I began HCG administration 18 days after my last TRT injection and I am currently on day 5 of my PCT, so I will administer 400iu tonight.
500mg HCG per day for 4 days then 400mg per day for 5 days then 300mg per day for 20 days, then 200mg per day for 2 week. Then 200mg E2D x3 then 200mg E3D x3 then 200mg E5D x5.
Im currently on 20mg of Tamoxifen twice per day.
I will go by feel with the Tamoxifen, it will probably be 60mg per day for a week teetered down to 10mg per day
What I learned?
never give up on anyone
Love is better than violence.
Everyone can change. Everyone can improve.
Pray for the change you wish to see
I believe other people’s affirmations does not effect me.
I believe my affirmations about myself effects me and my affirmations about others effects me too
I believe the results of the Love/Hate Experiments are skewed by devils.
The decision is with Allah (swt)
God protects everyone.
If the affirmations of others affected you, surely no one would have anything.
God gives everyone.
I See the good in people.
Anyway
I want us all to have good in this life good in the next life
I Pray for you all, I pray for everyone
I pray for the return of God’ Viceroy and Also the return of the Messiah Jesus
I want to thank everyone for everything, especially the people who taught me things
God bless you all
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i’m feeling better and things have improved, Praise the Lord
I want to start over with you guys
Next experiment? I believe it’s possible to improve my chest genetics if I do 300 push ups everyday for a few months, maybe 6-12.
I did 55 diamond push ups in the morning, and 2 sets to failure in the evening, so around 150 today.
I’m going to do 7 sets tomorrow and count them, if God wills
Push ups from 15/11/20
- 53- diamond (morning)
- 53- decline
- 43- decline (afternoon)
- 48- flat
- 58- Flat (after dinner)
- 48- decline
- 56- flat(just now)
- 43- diamond
- 47- flat/decline
- 51- incline
- 45- incline
Push ups from - 16/11/20
- 51- flat (morning)
- 52 - decline
- 43 - diamond
- 51 - incline
- 55 - incline (after dinner)
- 53 - Flat
- 45 - diamond
- 43 - decline
- 54 - flat
- 54 - flat (after eggs and potatoes)
- 41 - decline
- 47 - incline
- 47 - flat
- 46 - incline
I was weighing 170.8 lbs before I ate my 1st meal.
Push ups from - 17/11/20
- 43 - diamond (morning)
- 52 - Flat
- 43- decline
- 53- incline D
- 47 - flat (after lunch)
- 42 - decline
- 44 - diamond
- 51 - incline
- 45 - flat
- 47 - flat
- 40 - decline (after Dinner)
- 35 - diamond
- 40 - incline
- 45- flat
- 41- flat
- 45 - decline
- 29 - diamond
Push ups from - 18/11/20
- 34- diamond (morning)
- 40 - decline
- 43 - incline
- 41 - flat
- 42 - flat
- 34 - decline
- 35 - diamond (after lunch)
- 30 - diamond
- 37 - flat
- 31 - flat
- 49- flat (home)
- 36 - incline D
- 29 - diamond
- 33 - flat (after dinner)
- 34 - incline
- 32 - decline
- 31 - flat
- 35 - flat
My forearms are feeling growth right now