Why would I share my advice if you already disregarded it before?
Not saying I know you better than you know you, I’m saying that NPPs aren’t exactly known for making people more stable, and 3 weeks ago, you said:
The only experiences I’ve had with you are literally you being overly defensive, or you seriously considering suicide…
I don’t think Deca is going to solve your problems ‘bra’, and I frankly have no interest in recommending something to you that carries a MUCH higher probability of you ending up dead by your own hand. If that doesn’t seem reasonable to you, then it only confirms my opinion that NPPs would be best stayed away from.
As I said before, good luck.