Layman' Training Log/Diary - Bodybuilding - (Red Pill/Blue Pill)

Paddy pimblet said men should talk about their problems and not keep it inside and that men should seek help from their friends and speak out

I’m starting to feel like suicide is the right thing for me to do

I’m starting to feel like suicide is my only choice

I’m starting to feel like I don’t have another option but to kill myself

Please save my life

I’m scared, I keep thinking about suicide methods and planning it

Everyone has a breaking point and I’m scared I’m close to it

I’m in so much emotional pain and distress all the time, my heart is sore, it feels like I’m on fire and I can’t put it out, I can’t relax

I would rather feel physical pain than this

I’m in so much emotional pain I don’t think the physical pain of killing myself would compare

I feel like I want the emotional pain and suffering to stop

I can’t function feeling this

I don’t have an appetite, I didn’t eat yesterday

I don’t want my life to end like this