44 next month, 70", 220 lbs, fairly strong for my age, 290 bench. About 6 months ago I had Doc check my t levels. 311. Asked him for t therapy because I had no energy and low libido. He put me on Androgel. I tried that and it seemed to work a little. But my job has me outside all day and I was sweating a lot. By about 2 or 3 in the afternoon I would crash.
I called the makers of AG and they said that could happen if you sweat a lot. I went back to the doc and he put me on injections, 50mg every two weeks. At first it was great. Lots of energy, erections every morning like I was in high school. But a week or two ago it started tapering off. I thought it could be one of a few things that was causing it:
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I had been doing 30mg daily of Havoc for about 2-3weeks and I came off of it.
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I was getting used to the t shots.
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The last shot I gave myself I did incorrectly. When I pulled the needle out of my butt, blood and the t dribbled out and I think not very much went in the muscle. (2 days ago I gave myself another shot in the correct place and I checked to make sure I didn’t hit a vein).
Also, during that initially good period, I could feel a real high, zesty kind of energy in my chest, like I was superman and nothing could get me down. I have had mild depression or down periods before and this was better than any other thing I had taken for it. But during this past week, when I feel like it wasn’t there, the good feelings have also faded.
So…
Can I go back on Havoc (or a clone) or will that screw things up? I have down PH cycles in the past with good results (never done steroids), or should I stay away from PH/PS as long as I am on t shots?
I doubt my doc will buy into upping my dosage. Should I pay out of pocket for a lab test and find a HRT doctor in the area that will prescribe higher doses for me? I do not want to do anything other than get them legally, even if that means I cannot get them.
Should I not worry about the “feeling” part of it and disregard that as something that does nto matter? I do know that yesterday and today I did take 40mg of Havoc just to see if I got that energy feeling back and I in fact did get it back.
Sorry if this is in the wrong forum. I didn’t know which would be the most appropriate.
Thanks for any help.