Not around T-Nation much anymore. Digging through this thread for some info today. I really should update it.
Back on 07-07-2007, I mention that I had found a new doctor, a urologist. Switching from my old fashioned endo to this guy was one of the best things I have ever done.
First - he treated me, not the lab report. Of course the numbers are a guideline, but what is more important is how I am feeling.
I told him in the first couple visits that I believed I was a “high-normal” back when my testicles worked. Rather than rejecting it outright, he said yes, that is entirely possible. We slowly increased the dosage until my symptoms went away. We ended up at 1mL/200mg Test enan a week.
I divide it up and inject on Mondays and Thursdays. My total test runs in the 800s these days. Free test is slightly above normal range.
By December '07, I was much more like my old self. Clearer headed, more focused, more aware, more interested in life. A few more months and friends began to say to me “We have you back!” Right now physically I am down about 20lbs scale weight from what I weighed in Dec 07, but that does not reflect the fat I’ve taken off and the muscle I’ve gained. Then people would describe me as fat, now they describe me as muscular. Seriously I believe that transformation came mostly because I got my mental focus and tenacity back, things that the low test had robbed me of.
NOW THE BAD NEWS; The reason I logged on today was to dig thru this thread to figure out how long it took for me to start feeling good after starting injections.
Why?
Because I totally screwed up in April & May.
I was hitting lots of nerves with the 1" needles, so I asked the pharmacist if I could go to something shorter. She said sure, you are lean, 5/8" will be fine. Dunno why I did not clear this with my doctor.
By the end of May I was suffering from full blown low test symptoms. Fatigue, mental fog, unable to do anything because it all seemed too overwhelming to get from thinking about it to actually going through all the steps you have to go through. Cranky. I really just wanted to lie in bed all day. And I did stay in bed as much as I could. Just staring out the window
A TRT guy on another board helped me figure out what was going on. Talked to my doc’s nurse and she said go back to the 1" needles.
Been a couple weeks now, I am starting to come back. I had forgotten how absolutely shitty low test makes you feel, and how much testosterone makes us the people who we are.