You haven’t hit a plateau, you’re 19 but whatever.
What I’m concerned about is the heart murmur, do you know the exact specifics of what type of murmur it is? I presume it’s an innocent heart murmur as you mention its minor
Look, you’re stats aren’t bad, but they aren’t great either, you’re ffmi is literally the same as mine, and I consider myself to be on the smaller side. So, you’re aware of the potential for causing LVH, cardiac damage and whatnot? You’re aware of the effect winny has on the lipids 6mg/day decreases HDL by something like 40% (and certain HDL subfractions by like 80%), and increases LDL by like 30-40% in literature, that’s SIX milligrams, 25 will probably crush you’re lipids, adding to long term atherosclerotic risk.
Then we have the issue of not recovering, if you need TRT for the rest of you’re life that’s a shitty scenario (trust me, I’m younger than you and I’m on TRT, unrelated to gear use). I don’t think this is a good idea, however I know I can’t stop you, I can however give you harm minimisation strategies
1: use liver support (Curcumin, Tudca etc when on any oral)
2: limit or eliminate alcohol and recreational drugs on cycle (actually it’s best to limit it on or off cycle)
3: take bloods before and after cycling, include testosterone, lipids, liver and kidney function, CBC, glucose tolerance and insulin sensitivity and you’re a paranoid freak like me, include regular ECG’s to make sure cardiac health is up to par.
4: don’t run this cycle
5: keep a clean diet on orals or any AAS that seriously fucks you’re lipid profile.
6: keep use, duation and dose at minimum.
I don’t think you know what you may be in for, seriously this is a REALLY bad idea. Kids come in here all the time wanting to hop on gear, you’re young, you don’t know what you want with life (hell I dont even know who I am yet or what you truly want, I have a vague idea but there’s no certainty, things can change in a split second, one minute you’re hanging out with you’re friends and then BOOM you’re off living in another fucking country). If I were you I’d give it another three or four years, discover yourself, make sure this is REALLY what you want.
People are probably going to flame, or “roid rage” as you say at you, not because theyre dicks, but because they care, they’ve seen this before, they’ve seen the consequences and regret people can have from this. Seriously my friend, I can’t stress this enough, make SURE you know what you’re in for and that this is what you want.