Heyyyyyyy man! Whoa long time! Life has been good, but I have had a helluva time with my lifting… ohhh, where do I start. My psoriasis went ape shit last year. I couldn’t figure out how to fix it, so I was yo-yoing my diet, lost more weight, got extremely weak in the gym, started gaining weight back this year, psoriasis got a little crazy again and then injured my shoulder trying to build strength back in the bench press. In the process, I kept training through it, so I developed some severe muscular imbalance in my right shoulder, which made it worse, such as I got some slight scapular winging in my right side, chronic tightness in the pec minor, blah blah blah-- feeling allll fucked up! LOL
So, I haven’t pressed a heavy weight in like 6 weeks, seeing a physical therapist, trying to get shit working right again. I am feeling better, it is just slow getting the shoulder feeling strong and stable again. I have had issues with that shoulder for years (old injury, I mention it several times throughout my log here). Traditionally, I stay away from bench pressing, I get a wild hair up my ass and I think it is a good idea… however, it is never a good idea. 
Trying to get my diet settled straight. Still working on solving this psoriasis thing. It is getting there, but it is a lot of trial and error. Makes it very difficult to get calories in with my overall energy expenditure each day. I went awhile consuming less than 2,000 cals a day (I felt like shit doing that)… So, I am back up to 3500 per day now, just trying to get the right foods in. One of the biggest challenges I have ever had to face. I refuse to take the medications, but this route is difficult, and an even more challenge for someone who used to eat 6,000 per day at one point.
Other than that, my life is truly amazing. Job is going well. My girlfriend is the best thing that has ever happened to me. She has been so supportive, patient and helpful with my diet. Family is all well. I have my health. All is well. I’ve just lost my size and strength. I feel so small and weak, it truly sucks, but I know I can build it back. Just need to get some shit dialed in and get the body working right again. I don’t ever want to go back to squatting 450+ or being 190lbs, but I would like to be back around where I was a year and a half ago. Smaller, strong and lean. Much easier to maintain and healthy that way. I don’t think it will take me long, luckily I have kept a good amount of leg strength and my cardio/conditioning is still on point (ran a mile under 6:30 the other day)-- it is mainly my upper body that has gotten super weak and my overall muscle mass on my whole frame. What is life without a little challenge!?
How are things with you? Still getting wicked strong???