Hi all,
Reading through this, and the advice is impeccable. I actually had one more round of labs done, and here are the results:
Ever since stopping the Prozac in March, my mental health has dramatically declined. I still take the Adderall 20mg PRN, but am almost required to take it daily if I want to be barely functional. If anything, I realized that I may not even be ADHD since the Adderall agitates me way too much but fear stopping because of the withdrawal.
I’ve gone from a mild depression with fatiguability where my social life was still intact and I was able to enjoy things, where although things weren’t perfect I still managed with a positive attitude, to a chronically severe one where I’m miserable and hopeless. I feel angry far more often than I used to, and my ability to remain calm and reasonable mentally almost fleeting.
I had the energy to cook meals, go to the gym, and take care of other ADL’s. It’s really making me question whether or not I did the right thing getting off, and I know that it takes 2 weeks-3 months for antidepressants to gain effect if I was to get back on.
Now I’m forcing myself to do moderately helpful cardio most of the time since my lifting is terrible, my sex drive is even more nonexistent.
I did have two and maybe three concussions in the past, with the last one in November 2016 being the most severe and causing a lot of physical and mental fatigue. My QOL overall is extremely poor, and it seems like there’s a mental wall between taking action and feeling good, because anytime I do take action now feel physically and mentally drained very quickly. On top of that, whereas I used to enjoy eating on a regular schedule, I don’t really have the energy to eat. I feel empty inside and it’s tearing me apart, sounding whiny is also very unlike me but it makes me feel so overwhelmed and powerless at the same time.
I had an appointment with another doctor yesterday, an endocrinologist I have seen before, who gave me Clomid at the drop of a hat just from me mentioning it, but I’m not even sure if I want to take it. He didn’t really seem to know what he was doing.
In terms of testosterone, I have an appointment scheduled in about a month with someone who seems like a TRT specialist, Dr. Robert Karpman, located in Mountain View, California.
My major fear is that if I was to get on antidepressants, I’d be unable to reap the full benefits of testosterone therapy and even notice if it is the testosterone that’s improving my symptoms in the first place.
TL;DR, how much does testosterone therapy generally help with someone who is depressed? I know my depression is partially because of the consistent low energy / fatigue which is a clinical symptom of low testosterone