31/08 - Supertotal 5
A. Squat 4 x 8 with 100 kgs
B. Bench press 4 x 8 with 80 kgs
C. Pull-ups with light band + Abs roll-out + Back extension (weight behing the neck) 4 x 10 + 8 + 10
D. Rower 3 x 500m
I was feeling like absolute garbage this day. But at the gym is was better. The sets of 8 felt way better than those of 10 last week. Honestly it wasn’t a hard session despite everything. I only did 3 sprints this week (still one more than last week) because my stomach was upset and I wasn’t in a good spot lol. My friend challenged me so I went all out on the third. But either I have to icnrease the resistance if I want to do many rows, or I just to do fewer but more powerful. I only did 1:36 for the 500 which is bad but I really wasn’t that tired afterwards (last full out 500m got me on the floor for 5 mins). My cardio is getting better
Here’s the squats. Getting used to the absence of mirror. Trying to squat more upright and use more quads (this is the most I can with my bodytype and mobility lol) for more transfer to olifting and honestly I like it
For the non-gym stuff. The other day I was doing the 20 mins assault bike and it felt like torture because it was so boring and annoying. And I was just thinking to myself, what kind of pussy am I that I can’t do the same task for 20 mins. Maybe I have ADHD or some kind of asperger like my mother said or apps and such has detsroyed my attention span but come on, I am so soft. Probably we aren’t confronted to enough difficulties nowadays.
I feel like I’m always defaulting to an escapism. Pain in the gym, video games, alcohol, doing many things at the same time, social attention etc…
The only true limits we face are the one we inflict upon ourselves. I’ve always been the one preventing myself from progressing.
Sure I have problems, girl trouble, money trouble (still not fired, still using the money I was supposed to pay my school with months ago…), I’m used for free and discarded by the bosses at the gym who i thought were my friends for years, but you know there will always be trouble and difficulties.
This weekend I was at a festival. it was nice because I was with someone who wants to hire me. But I defaulted to escapism at the max.
I didn’t eat, I walked 45 000 steps, and I took so much stuff (I hadn’t in more than a year) than I thought I was going to OD.
Took me 3 days to recover, but honestly I’m still quite tired today. I do not want to do this ever again.
Also, how do you want to progress like that?
I think I want to do a dry September and do not drink a single drop. I started counting my calories yesterday.
Doing stupid shit won’t help me with my troubles nor anything else.
We are our choices… And how we react to events.
Last day at the gym this friday, then new stuffs begin.
Website will be out in a few days, and I’ll start writing my articles soon. It’s beautiful!
I’ll also do them in a video format later, but I don’t know if I should invest in a camera, and also what should be the setup? I have no nice place to shoot
I also shall be in my own YouTube video, professionally edited soon, talking about sports
Coaching and publishing the programs will begin as well soon.
I’m gonna work more on the website today and on some exercise videos this afternoon
It needs more polishing, but my logo is coming over
