Well, almost a month has gone by since I have joined this site… and things are going good.
I have tightened up alot, strength gained in all movements, better mood and disposition, diet has improved significantly, and the knowledge I have gained is tremendous… sometimes I am overwhelmed by the amount and quality of info and expertise available in this location.
I am confused though. My goals are well defined here… lose fat, gain muscle and strength… but I need something more specific.
I find myself reading the powerlifting routines, bodybuilding routines and the strength sports threads, and incorporating aspects of each into my training and diet.
I was reading Mdays Log… and I found myself excited for him… and a little jealous that he knew exactly where he was going. Same with my other friends… QT, Wilson, Hel, Zombie, Dog, Skid and Willy to name just a few… they all have specific, concrete goals and “compete” regularly.
I need a measuring stick of sorts.
I have to decide what I want, what are my specific goals.
Do I want to stand on a stage in a banana hammock, flexing at a BB show?
Do I wanna throw on my kilt and go throw a telephone pole and some heavy rocks or tires around?
Do I wanna put on some heavy denim and or latex, Have my buddies slap me in the face hard… sniff some ammonia, throw a thousand pounds on my back or chest in front of a crowd and execute huge lifts?
Funny thing… I can see myself doing… and enjoying all of these things. I want to do these things.
If I were a young man, I could probably do all of these things.
Sadly, I don’t know if my body will let me now. I need to pick one… something that will get my competitive juices flowing… something that will give me a purpose for doing what I am doing… other than just personal gratification.
In one of Dave Tates articles I read, he said he does not understand the concept of “working out”. He understands the concept of “training”… because there is a purpose.
I thought about his philosophy… and I agree with him. I have always had to be in shape because of my employment duties and responsibilities… but, there has to be something more.
So… I shall ponder this, as I continue with my original goal. I will see where my talents (or lack of) lay.
I now want to transition from “working out” to TRAINING!!!