Nah, it’s a fair question.
I, like yourself, had high free T with low over all T (310)
I had decent libido, decent beard, two children. Yet, I could never
really add much muscle, or strength and once I did get it, I had
a hard time maintaining it.
I believed that Test was the answer. AndroGel sucked, and the 200mg T-CYP / 2 weeks barely
did shit. Even 200-300-350 per week didn’t help much either,
and it lead me to ask questions as to why. It also lead to experiments with other compounds,
one of which had T-Prop in it. I think I wrote about the experience within this thread,
but I really thought Masteron was responsible for the great feelings and results. I found later
it was the T-Prop.
On the high v. low SHBG and amounts of free test, you can see where that got you pre TRT,
Even now, your free T is through the roof, but I suspect you aren’t pleased with the results, you may even be a little disappointed (I know I was). What I have read is that low SHBG is as bad as very high. Too high and the T isn’t useable, too low and its eliminated too fast.
There is a ton of research I can point you to, but I don’t think T-Nation allows links to other sites. Google the words “low shbg and trt.” pick the entry labeled TRT in men with low SHBG from MESO-RX and read the thread.See if anything that is discusses rings true for you.
The only T I use now is Prop, blast or cruise, and because I have
low SHBG, and use PROP, it gets into my tissues quicker than my liver
eliminates it, I get more results using smaller amounts while making
noticeable gains at least every two weeks. AND, I don’t get the sides that come
with huge amounts of T.
I see you have a lot of T-Cyp bought and paid for, Trust me, I have a good 20 10ml btls of
different hormones I purchased that are on the shelf and will probably never get used.
Get some prop, try it for a week to ten days, it will give you the results that you thought you would get when you started trt.