[quote]jakerz96 wrote:
Trib,
I have been trying to affirm all that is true that you believe and point out that the practice of the Christian life is very similar between you and I, but there is one thing that I find truly repulsive about Calvinism, so I have one more question that I will pester you with. If it is pre-ordained as to who will be saved and who will not and in fact everything is pre-ordained, then did God ordain the fall of mankind? If He is sovreign in the way Calvinist/reformed churches teach that He is then it must be so, no? If you can straighten me out on this please do so, because if this is the reality that God ordained the fall of man, then… Please by all means explain to me how this fits.[/quote]Jake I believe the Lord would have me type this all out for at least the dozenth time just for you, but I’m gonna need a little time. For now I will tell you as I have these guys over and over that God did indeed render the fall of man unalterably certain without being guilty of sin and I have no idea how He did nor do I care anymore. I trust Him.
Yet again the Westminster divines in the great confession of 1646 ch. III sect. 1.
[quote]I. God from all eternity, did, by the most wise and holy counsel of His own will, freely, and unchangeably ordain whatsoever comes to pass; yet so, as thereby neither is God the author of sin, nor is violence offered to the will of the creatures; nor is the liberty or contingency of second causes taken away, but rather established. [/quote]Does that make sense to my carnal nature? Nope, but just like that great body that spent 4 years hammering out these doctrines I see that THAT is indeed what saith the scriptures.
Here is a prime exhibit of what I’ve been dealing with. I give you my friend Christopher who, regardless of what He believes I actually do have a real heart for. My wife thinks He’s practically family by how much I talk about and pray for him.
[quote]Brother Chris wrote:<<< Basically God commissioned evil. He made some men to do evil things…on purpose. That is Tirib’s God.[/quote]The bolded part is what appears to be a symptom of His terminal Thomism brought on by subjecting his already autonomous mind to an overdose of super developed further autonomy in the form of Catholic epistemology(Mr. Deep DEEP Grey). Hence he, being already enslaved since conception to his own mind, has forged 75 more feet of quasi naturalist chain with which to shackle himself yet more securely all the while yelling at me through the tightly coiled links about how free he is and how wrong I am. He does not, he CANNOT get it.
I hasten to clarify, this also for the 1000th time, that I too was conceived and born enslaved to my own mind and carnal nature and spent my 1st 20 years feeding it lavishly for which I almost paid with my life. Left to myself I doubt I would be here so I view myself as no better than anyone and much worse than many. The difference is. God. G.O.D. Not me. I was not and am not the deciding factor in my destiny or I would have perished in my filth. I am tellin you that when I read Calvin on sin it destroyed my self image. He makes no attempt to convince anybody of anything. He simply makes statements describing the exceeding sinfulness of sin and it’s effect on the human soul and then will say something like “and the heart which dwells richly in the light of His holiness and mercy KNOWS this to be the case”.
I looked myself in the eyes in the mirror in my then apartment, heart wide open and I knew he was tellin me the truth. I have never been the same. God used John Calvin to ruin my life and thereby begin it’s reconstruction. Van Til simply taught me how to think in that light.
I’ll read your page. You have my word. If you are at all interested in a classic Van Til piece of a different type, but still short and non technical check this: http://www.reformed.org/apologetics/index.html?mainframe=/apologetics/why_I_believe_cvt.html
EDIT:Jake, please do me a favor. I have read your link which is pretty much like many others I’ve read including one Chris already linked me to a while back. Here’s a tip. Try n find some where the heroes didn’t start as dispensationalists. A system of doctrine I disdain almost as much as Catholicism. Chris’s had this problem as well. There are some. I’ve read them too. I could grab some true heart wrenching stories of lifelong Catholics, including ordained clergy who tearfully escaped the clutches of Rome to find safety in the arms of the triumphant sovereign Christ, but haven’t and doubt if I will. Why? Because there are endless seemingly persuasive stories of proponents of EVERYthing converting to EVERYthing else. Always has been always will be. These poor folks had a sandy foundation to begin with and do further make a couple points I’ve been making here forever.