Update
I have recovered. 
Hey man,
I haven’t logged in for a while because I needed to stop wasting my time trying to find a solution and stressing about Deca dick. I would read for hours everyday stressing about this. But I logged in today to update everyone.
Sounds like you have the exact same symptoms as me, which I haven’t found with anyone else, small light balls that are saggy, no sensation, no lobido, no random or morning wood, erection after a lot of stimulation work but then it disappears as soon as I stop touching it. I was lucky that when I kissed a girl I would usually get rock hard or if we were talking about feelings. but I was pretty much dead down there 99 percent of the time.
I cannot conclude if this was mental or physical but I am now almost 3 years from getting Deca dick and I have recovered. For over 2 years, I showed no progress really at all, and even Cialis didn’t work much. In the last 6 months, things have gone back to normal slowly. Balls are big and tight and no longer saggy, cum is white and thick again, im not dead down there and get morning and random boners. I can finally confidently walk up to a girl and fuck her like I use to.
I am so happy, so fucking happy, I have my life back.
That being said, the last 3 years were the worst. I was severely depressed, it felt like I was living in a nightmare that never ended. I cannot put into words how horrible it feels to have a dead dick. I didn’t see a point in life, I thought about how I could go back to not take deca in the first place, I was in a very scary dark place.
So listen to these words You will recover
I never knew if I was going to or not… but I did so you will too, maybe a lot faster than me.
Get off all drugs, live healthy, see this as a new challenge you have to face and I wish you luck.
For all the young guys like I was when I ran this as my second cycle, 4 weeks of deca made my dick not work for 3 years. Why? I don’t know. Be careful or do not touch this drug.