Well, my computer was out of comission all week, and so was I. vyvance is helping me function, in fact I dont think I could do my demanding job well right now without it. However, I have noticed that it causes me to have a racing heart beat which at times makes it hard for me to train properly.
It limits my ability to do significant volume work, and it oddly causes me to get light headed during heavy cleans or deadlifts. For some reason this has been a bigger problem lately especially. Last Sunday, I did cleans, got real woozy at 225 for 3 and then at 245 after one I just dropped it as my head spun. Of course, me being me, what did I do…
Max deadlifts! I tend to do max DL’s when I am pissed, and this woozy shit pisses me off. I felt strong, did a good double at 455 and then went straight to 505. Got it two inches off the floor and then…out went the lights and I fell down sideways.
This took my spirit away for a week, during which time I didnt eat much and lost seven pounds (wasting away at 249 now.) Work was killing me also, making me go back into the “what the hell am I doing” mode as far as lifting heavy or lifting OL at all.
So I thought I'd just do some light/medium weight bodybuilding today to get back in the spirit.
And the damnest thing happened.
I started to bench, and do you ever have those days when you know, YOU KNOW, that you are strong? It made no sense to me, I thought I would be weak today after a hellish week, weight loss, etc.
But I was right, I went up, 10x225, 5x255, 3x275, 2x295, 1x310, 1x320. 320 is the most I have done since my comeback started at age 50. I finished the workout with about twelve more sets of various stuff.
I guess I’m just not ready to give up this heavy stuff, I love it too much. Doc