this shit is comedy, you guys really think that i would lie about this shit? let me break it down for you real quick.I grew up on the east side of riverside, california. i won’t name the streets because many of my friends still make a nice living in retail there. the point is this, i grew up in the part of town where nobody wants to go. you don’t walk at night, unless you have a gun or your in a gang. the only gang’s in that area are the east side rivas(mexicans), who clash with 12th st (blacks).
there are also the gangsters from casa blanca(C.B.)but they are from the opposite side of town.back to my area, one side of the street is mexican, one side is black. i have lost two good friends in the last two years(RIP, Birdie and Sal). i’ve had one friend who shot while driving, luckily he managed to drive himself to the hospital. i’ve been jumped, and stabbed, held at gun point on my birthday, and the list goes on. i’ve been in more fights than i care to remeber(or can in some cases).
my friend has been robbed at gunpoint twice, in his own home. i’ve been locked up, drugged out, and hung out to dry. i have seen more shit than most of you will in your whole life.then you get these white boy, dirt bike riding, jocks from the white part of town. these are the people who jumped and stabbed me. like the other poster said, they don’t belong in this scene at all. our paths crossed and they fell right in. i think they realized who they had fucked with when i made homeboy cry.
you all know that story, moving right along.(jump a couple of years in the furture)i could see what was happening,it’s like i was watching myself go down but i could’nt do anything about it. long story short, i managed to pull my head out of my ass long enough to realize that i was not going to end up anywhere, but dead or worse if kept it up.
now i have turned my life around completely.i make 50k a year @ 25, i have an assoc. degree in culinary arts, i manage the san diego branch of a major overnight shipping firm, and i am waiting to buy a house. my point is this, just because i may have fit the description of a “thug” once does not mean that is who i am today. i may deal with life differently than most of you, but it’s not who i am anymore. i moved to a new city, and started over. so far so good, it’s just my girlfriend, our dogs, and the gym.
i live for the gym now, i dedicated my life to my girl, and the gym. some of you may now the lifestyle that i have described, you will understand. for the rest of you, i know what your going to say. i don’t like to give away details about myself very often, but i find it hard to avoid when being called a liar. this is who i am, and who i was. i can never change who i have been, and i would never. it has made me who i am today.
if you don’t fuck with me, i am the nicest person you will ever meet. but if you cross the line, it’s your life or mine. there is no shame in dying protecting yourself of your family. whatever your definition of family may be.seeing as i have nothing else to share with this thread, i leave you with this thought, can a man really change who he is, or is he born to fullfill that destiny?
p.s. i got your troll of the month right here, on the end of my boot. bend over fags.