31 y/o Low T, Normal LH & FSH

Hey Guys, thanks for taking the time to read this.
I’ve been a member of the site for some time now and I’ve asked this question before, but in the wrong forum. I’m pretty new to the T replacement forum, I never really thought I fell in to this category, but reality has finally hit me. I guess I’ll start from the beginning, hope you guys are comfortable.

The first time I discovered I had low test I was about 28, I was around high 200s. My lh & fsh was “normal” according to the doctor, and I had a decent sperm count. I’m sorry I don’t have exact numbers. The reason I had my levels checked was because My wife and I were trying to have a baby. Doctor said I was fine, the issue was with my wife, now ex wife. Fast forward now a year I started seeing a new doctor, had my blood drawn, went back to follow up.

Test came back in the 200s again, lh & fsh again in normal range. Now at this point I wasnt really having any symptoms. A little history about myslef I started weight training when I was about 15. Did my share of cardio too. Started running a lot more though at about 28. I was always a early bird, never really slept much, I could go all day on a couple hours of sleep. So, the doctor sees this and asked if I wanted to try going on test to pick my numbers up.

So, of course I said yes. He gave me a shot of 200mgs and by 9 o’clock that night it was like a fog had lifted. I couldn’t believe how I was feeling.

So now of course if just test alone felt this good, I had to experiment with other things. I did a cycle of deca and anavar, and was injecting up to 600mgs of test.
I felt great! Everything was going good, I had bloodwork done, everything came back normal. Estrogen and liver enzymes were a little high, but that’s it.

So I did about 3 months, then stopped everything. I did some pct, which included clomid. Some times passes by and now I’m starting to feel like crap.
Fatigued, fat around my belly started to increase, irritable, you name it I had it. I already knew what it was, so I did the bloodwork. Numbers were in the high 100s, Doc put me on the test again. 200 mgs every ten days…didn’t help…at all. My strength shot up, but I still felt like crap. I got off of it. I took some time to just see if maybe losing some weight would help, now during this I managed to get my fiancé pregnant, so I guess something works. And yes, she’s my spitting image, so she’s mine.

I go back to my doctor, now he prescribes hcg, 2000 ius three times a week. Now if you haven’t figured it out, he’s no specialist, but he’ll prescribe me anything, so I cant stop going to him. I don’t do the 2000, I do 1000. No difference, now what I noticed during all this is my
testicles never really changed in size, ever! So after a couple weeks I read on here 1000 ius is way too much, so I stop.

So I had my little girl, and six months later, my now wife, is pregnant again. But I still feel like crap, I’m tired by 7. If I train hard I feel like crap afterwards. Still irritable, now Im starting to loose my libido. I’m not sleeping well, had a sleep test done and woke up 23 times in 5hours, the doctor diagnosed it as insomnia. I’m tired of feeling like this and need HELP! My doctors a great guy, but unfortunately now I’m starting to realize he’s not sure of what he’s doing.

I should have put this in the beginning, but heres my info I’m 5’10, 220lbs 36 inch waist. Ive always had a full beard since I was about 15, started getting a lot of body hair around 17. Lost my hair by the time I was 28. I’ve always been a horny bastard up until recently.
My last blood test results were done late February, everything was normal except low test 180. So I tried HCG again, now only dosing 250ius.
I did blood work again while on it to see if there was any progress, I’m waiting on the results.

I APOLOGIZE for the long read, I was all over the place with it. It’s 2am and Im ready for bed. Any help would be greatly appreciated…
THANK YOU IN ADVANCE.

Cliff notes Anyone?

Ill take the cliff notes version, since you offered

Basically I’ve had low test for I don’t know how long. I never had any symptoms, I only had myself tested about 5 years ago because I was trying to have a kid. Test came back low lh & fsh normal, along with a normal semen count. I tried test for about three months, three years ago. Stopped, but for the past year or so I’ve been having symptoms. Doctor gave me hcg and clomid with no success.

Again my lh and fsh levels are normal. I do have some bloodwork results,and know waiting on more. My doctor is not a specialist, just my regular family doctor. Any he would be appreciated.