2 Decades of Body Abuse Followed by 6 Months of Fitness

[jshaving]

True. I just saw the tattoo thread. That one’s funny.

[T3hPwnisher]

Yeah; I am going full on “do not engage” at this point. This is just GB 2.0. Been there.

I leave with a relevant quote from Sartre that, though about anti-semites, applies elsewhere.

Never believe that anti-Semites are completely unaware of the absurdity of their replies. They know that their remarks are frivolous, open to challenge. But they are amusing themselves, for it is their adversary who is obliged to use words responsibly, since he believes in words. The anti-Semites have the right to play. They even like to play with discourse for, by giving ridiculous reasons, they discredit the seriousness of their interlocutors. They delight in acting in bad faith, since they seek not to persuade by sound argument but to intimidate and disconcert. If you press them too closely, they will abruptly fall silent, loftily indicating by some phrase that the time for argument is past.

[flappinit]

That is a hell of a quote, and describes GB to a T. This also has the unfortunate and sad mix of end-stage addiction, where full on psychosis has started to take hold - falling asleep while cooking, waking up to the house rearranged and not knowing why (meaning he was up and operating in a full blackout), gibberish streams of consciousness. I lost 10 friends to addiction in my first 10 years out of high school, so this does genuinely make me sad.

[SOUL_FIGHTER]

No shit training naturally is gonna suck. You trashed your body with meth. You’re at a bigger disadvantage than natties who had the common sense to not touch hard drugs.

Because you’re on AAS, the standards for a physique should be much higher, and I say you still look mediocre, especially given the side effects you’re dealing with. Personally, I don’t think most people could have dealt with the side effects that you are - but I’m sure abusing hard drugs for 10 years gave you some kinda advantage.

[stronkfak]

At the end of the day, if you have an addictive personality and are not willing to deal with it (I know easier said than done), it’s probably better to do AAS than meth

[theBeth]

Is it just me or does lifting seem like a distant afterthought to the AAS use?

[SOUL_FIGHTER]

Yeah thats what Im thinking as well. Not one glimpse into what his training and diet is actually like.

[wavefunction]

I’m back. Feeling better, reading now.

[flappinit]

Doing a gram of tren, chugging liters of Red Bull, and bringing yourself down with valiums isn’t just “doing AAS”, and though it will likely manifest in less outward physical symptoms, the behavior is similar - blackouts, memory loss, etc., and the damage to the heart will be comparable.

I get where your head is at, dude. But this will end in the same way, on a similar timeline, and your rationale is exactly what he’s using to do this, so if you want to stand by that logic, just know that you’re using his logic to justify what he’s doing.

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@jshaving

I’d say get healthy. Your organs are probably fucked up. Spend some time figuring out a diet that you can afford and stick to, and that contains things that improve your health. Do some cardio - could just be a walk every morning. Do some yoga. Lift weights. You mentioned in another thread that you’re in recovery but still taking Valiums to sleep at night. To me, that’s not technically recovery. It’s certainly better than shooting meth but it’s not good. Relying on a substance to help you do normal human tasks isn’t good. Fix that. Go to counseling or get in a recovery group (if you aren’t) or go to church if you lean that way. Develop some meaningful relationships - you also mentioned that you cut your friends off because they were still doing drugs. Find sober friends. Do you have family?

I regularly have my health checked. Once a year and I’ve been doing that since i was 18 or so. I also use medichecks for bloodwork. It’s a beautiful service, I may post a pic of my perfect blood everything.

If I feel sick enough I just drive myself to to the ER.

Cool gadgets that measure fuck know what and al synchronizes, I weigh all the food, apple watch even automatically tracks sleep, that sonofabitch clever device…

I am in an exceptioanlly good conditon. Strange, but true. Took a bit but the brain function pretty much returned to normal to. Thank fuck;

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@alex_uk

I have a question and I’m not taking the Mick, this is a genuine question, why did you get clean from meth?

It chewed me up and spewed me out. Took 7 years, but I got there. Calling that abuse would be an understatement lol. Best times of my life and that won’t change. I lost everything I had and then some, but stayed alive and not locked up.

I used fb to blog about the Thai fuckery while I lived there. We used to do stupid shit like race cops for fun, film the chase and upload to the internet.

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@flappinit

Nobody goes from that guy’s before picture to his after picture, regardless of how flattering and deceptive the angles are, in 6 months. Especially not following extreme meth abuse. Combine that with the fact that his idol is a fucking moron who died at 22 from doing roids and coke, he’s had to order accutane to deal with acne, and he’s already throwing out cycles involving high dose tren, and said he will literally take poison (DNP) to get there.

You would literally have to be blind to arrive at the conclusion that he’s not already on steroids.

Edit: we can add that he’s currently requesting high-definition pictures of Zyzz’s arm so he can get an exact replica of the same tattoo on his own.

You’ve made some good points here, and a couple of wrong assumptions which I’m going to point out. First, Zyzz is not an idol to me. I tend to go to extremes in whatever I do. So naturally I chose the ideal body to aspire to. I’ve looked at countless male physiques and Zyzz’s is the one. In my opinion. So yeah I imagine i sound like his fanboy or obsessed…No, I just reallt reallt want to achieve that look.

[flappinit]

@wavefunction

First, Zyzz is not an idol to me. I tend to go to extremes in whatever I do. So naturally I chose the ideal body to aspire to. I’ve looked at countless male physiques and Zyzz’s is the one. In my opinion. So yeah I imagine i sound like his fanboy or obsessed…No, I just reallt reallt want to achieve that look.

First Sleeve Tattoo, Want to Make it Right

‘Never hurts to asks’, my mother used to say. Or was it the father? Can’t recall - fuck him anyway… So I’m asking in the hopes that on an off chance someone around here would be so kind as to help me locate a higher resolution photo(s) of late Zyzz’s 3/4 sleeve tattoo. This tattoo artist I’ve been speaking to wants to see HD pics of the whole Zyzz 3/4 sleeve tattoo before he commits to ink me with one like that. Here are the best pics I have managed to find so far: [#] [Zyzz died 6 years …

You are requesting high definition pictures of a man’s arm so you can replicate his tattoos on your own arm.

@wavefunction

I am in an exceptioanlly good conditon. Strange, but true. Took a bit but the brain function pretty much returned to normal to. Thank fuck;

@wavefunction

Sorry guys I accidentally fell asleep while cooking. Just woke up now, a bit amnesic. It’s still Sunday which is weird to me… Some things like objects arrangement around the house make no sense, but it’ll come back to me, I think. I must have had some sort of a plan hehe

@wavefunction

I’m so exchausted today, keep facepaling the table. I’m about to inject this gram of tren, neck 50mg valium wth a liter of sf redbull wcih will compliment 80mg that I downed with a liter of sf monster. Sweet Jews for Jesus Sweet Jews this is it fuck all those tech gadgets that legs pme broadcast stupidity to the world. gonna regret this

My man, I’m out of this thread, because I’ve already stuck around too long and said too much, but you need help, and I sincerely wish you good luck and good health.

[wavefunction]

I’m typing a msg about the tattoo thing, I’m almost done. I’m severely sleep-deprived = slower than normal. Just give me a minute, will ya?

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@flappinit

Edit: we can add that he’s currently requesting high-definition pictures of Zyzz’s arm so he can get an exact replica of the same tattoo on his own.

Yeah, the tattoo thing(I knew someone would pick on that). I wanted a sleeve tattoo for as long as I can remember myself, but couldn’t get one because of pencil hands. Now, for the first time in my life I can finally get one! Zyzz 3/4 sleeve looks amazing. So there’s that.

People often say that each tattoo much mean something to the person sporting it. Zyzz inspired me to do this, I wouldn’t even know that such body is achievable if not for his efforts. That’s enough meaning for me. Each one of my 4 other tattoos mean things too

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The sleeve got sorted today, only took just under a week,

[wavefunction]

I got lucky with the artist this time, super excitedl And no, it won’t be a replica. This guy doesn’t do copies. Will post pic in this thread when done

Time to seriously start growing arms now…

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@flappinit

Doing a gram of tren, chugging liters of Red Bull, and bringing yourself down with valiums isn’t just “doing AAS”, and though it will likely manifest in less outward physical symptoms, the behavior is similar - blackouts, memory loss, etc., and the damage to the heart will be comparable.

A gram of tren? The month of May is upon us therefore amateur hour is over. Double doses now.

[jshaving]

@wavefunction

You reallly think so?

You’re not fat and you have a little muscle. I’m not saying you’re the best looking guy ever, just that you’re headed in the right direction…maybe.

@wavefunction

You did notice fat on sides and a four pack instead of six pack, right? The chest is mediocre especially visible in photo to the left, no? I think that’s a work in progress and there’s a lot of progress to do…

Honestly, no. I looked at your pictures for about 1 second. Yeah there’s progress to be made, I never said there wasn’t.

@wavefunction

PS. it’s very nice to hear someone say that they consider me good-looking… goddamnit I’m such a faggot sometimes

It is nice. It feels good. I’d say it to half the guys who’ve replied to you. There’s nothing really wrong with it.

@wavefunction

I regularly have my health checked. Once a year and I’ve been doing that since i was 18 or so.

Even while doing meth? This surprises me.

@wavefunction

If I feel sick enough I just drive myself to to the ER.

I don’t know healthy people who routinely have to drive themselves to the ER.

@wavefunction

Cool gadgets that measure fuck know what and al synchronizes, I weigh all the food, apple watch even automatically tracks sleep

Counting calories and seeing results of your nightly sleep are not the only factors in health.

@wavefunction

I am in an exceptioanlly good conditon.

You still use in order to sleep at night, right?

Best of luck to you.

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@wavefunction

I regularly have my health checked. Once a year and I’ve been doing that since i was 18 or so. I also use medichecks for bloodwork. It’s a beautiful service, I may post a pic of my perfect blood everything.

So here’s my latersnbloodwork:

Note the key term the doc used to describe my results = Excellent.
Blood pressure good, visual inspection good, athletic performance good. I don’t know what else can be checked, do you? Would you say you’re likely wrong and all my organs are in good condiion?