Hey guys, I finally decided to make an account instead of just lurking on the forums and this is my first post! Well some of you are probably wondering why a 19 year old would even be in this section… I’ll try to explain everything without going into too much detail.
Basically when I was 16 my friends talked me into taking pro hormones. (H drol, methadrol, super DMZ) I took h drol for 3.5 weeks 6 months later took methadrol for 3.5 weeks 5 months after that took super DMZ for 3 weeks and than 3 or 4 months later took methadrol, h drol and dhea at the same time for 6 days and that’s when the problems started. Had no libido or function down there and immediately stopped taking my cycle.
Obviously I shouldn’t have even touched these compounds without more research and expierience. If I knew what I did now , I would’ve waited until I was ATLEAST 30 to take anything hormonal. Now I’m paying for it. Well back to what was happening, I immediately started clomid … From a research website which was probably fake, took it 50/50/50/50 and than I waited about 3 months to go to a eurologist and explained everything.
So what he did was told me to stop all supplements and things I was taking and allow my body to reboot itself. So he took bloodwork 3 months after I took my pct and my test came back 272. He said it was a little low, gave me a Viagra prescription and said to wait it out until my body went back to normal on its own, and that’s what I did. So after a while things down there started to get better , but not to normal at all.
Got things going 70% down there if you know what I mean … Well about 2 years later I went back which was recently and got blood work again from the same guy to see why things aren’t going 100% . I told him my symptoms which were lethargy, low libido/ sex drive, Ect and he took bloodwork again. My test is currently 372. He said it is normal and sent me on my way . Well I don’t feel normal and I do not believe my body fully recovered. So I went to an endocrinologist to see what they thought of my situation.
He tried telling me that I was depressed even though there is no depression in my family and that my levels were normal. My problems down there and my energy was due to depression he said. His own 5 minute diagnosis he came up with somehow . He said because I can grow a beard and have enough energy to workout and bench 285 that I couldn’t possibly have low t. He took blood for thyroid and sent me on my way.
So to my understanding, these guys don’t know what they are talking about. I feel like a 65 year old man and I’m only 19. Yes it’s my fault that I took the compounds and I probably screwed up my endocrine system for life and I accepted that. The thing is these doctors aren’t even helping me and I don’t understand why. I was thinking maybe I needed some real clomid to possibly kick in my LH and get things going again but they say I fall in normal level and I don’t need anything.
Well it looks like I have to self medicate myself now and I don’t even know if real clomid will help me since I’ve even untreated for over 3 years. I wanted to see what you guys thought about this and could steer me in the right direction. I already know to not touch any hormonal products for a long time and that it was stupid of me , what should I do? What do I need? I’ve been researching and researching and all I can come up with with a clomid pct to try and see of things go back to normal.
Here’ some of my current bloodwork numbers
Testosterone : 372
Sex Horm. Bind. Glob. : 15
Free testosterone : 11.50
LH: 4.7
FSH: 4.2
Prolactin :12.8
Estradiol: 17.52
I think I need to get new doctors because these guys aren’t helping me and I feel really messed up, well please help me out guys and give me some input.