What Is Your Definition Of Masculinity?

I have met three people like this so far in my college related life. The person who hired me for my first internship, the previous president of my student org, and the chair person of my major. But, what confuses me about Christianity is how god was in the Old Testament vs the New Testament. I am also disappointed with some Christians today as well because it seems like a cult. The best Christians are the ones who are down to earth and feel like actual humans.