I know, I’m currently at someone ELSES house (my best friends house) at 3am now just listening to music and talking about how we spent the last 6 weeks etc (I went to Europe, he went to QLD, met a girl!!)
Should specify my parents have no idea people were over last night at 3am… as bad/mischevious as such behavior is. I’ll grt them to discretely pull in and we will hang on the edge of the farmland somewhere
To fully quantify a response to this
Yes, I apologise… my behavior / what I’ve been getting up to, esp in Europe has been inappropriate, reckless etc and I need to clean up my act now, NYE was the tipping point, the pinnacle of idiocy if you will. Not that my parents know much of what went on, I’m not comfortable with my behavior/actions, as a matter of fact I’m quite ashamed… one would think I’d know better, bringing in others at such a time without permission is blatant disrespect, given that they don’t know I’m not sure whether an apology/admission would be any good?
Regardless of whether my act is clean or not though, my father is fairly hard on me, always complaining about every fault I have (this is his way of expressing care/love so I somewhat appreciate it… but some of the comments he will make off the cuff are incredibly hurtful)
So is there a date and time for this? lol
Date and time for me to clean up my act… yes, starting now. I’m not perfect, no one is… but I can certainly be better than I am currently…
Sorry (not that it’s you I should apologise to… but I have no one else to apologise to, and I feel I’ve probably let many of you down…)
Sorry
Stop it. No self pity partys. My question was in reference to the Interview lol
IT was sarcasm in relation to everything going on.
What’s self pity?
I’m not looking for sympathy or pitying myself. My disrespectful/stupid behavior is consequence of no one but myself… I’m the only one at fault here but I am ashamed (not that it gets me anywhere).
There is nothing to be ashamed of. Middle aged men have made more and bigger mistakes than what you believe you have made.
This ^^^
Life is full of mistakes. The only you can do is learn from them and changed behavior is the best apology.