Five years ago, I had a Testosterone test as part of my annual physical. It came back with numbers at the very bottom of the ranges, and my PCP asked if I wanted a referral to a urologist to talk about TRT. At the time, I was not really symptomatic in any noticeable way, and was a bit shocked by his suggestion, so I turned him down.
Flash forward to today - I’m 52 now and my libido evaporated a year ago, my drive is way down, and 10 weeks into an intense cardio/CICO regimen, I’m struggling to lose belly fat where in years past I could always melt it off easily.
I went in for an updated blood test, and I’m awaiting the results. Logic would dictate that my numbers are likely lower and I’ll once again be eligible for TRT, but we’ll see.
But here is where I’m getting a little messed up mentally: I find myself hoping that my numbers are low so I can start TRT. Why? Virtually everything I hear is positive.
Reading up on TRT is difficult, because there are so many success stories out there, and a lot of those people are happy to preach about how great they feel and how they wish they had started earlier. I also have friends who have told me they are on TRT, and they love everything about it.
I find myself eager to start TRT, eager to see improvements in my symptoms as well as possible gains in improving my physique. I find myself tickled at the idea that recovering from a jiu jitsu class could be significantly easier, and eager to get horned up and get back on top of my wife on the regular. I really could care less if my balls shrink, and I had a vasectomy 15 years ago, so I’m not worried about fertility.
In short: I feel almost hypnotized by the upsides of TRT and as a result and just eager to begin. But I know that’s not entirely realistic.
There seems to be a lot of honest talk in this forum, which I appreciate. So I guess what I’m looking for are some folks to give me some honesty and knock me off this perch so I can approach this therapy with a balanced view. I feel like I shouldn’t be so amped up to start a lifelong therapy that requires blood monitoring and frequent injections. I mean, I’m excited to potentially fix problems I’m having, but I probably shouldn’t have such a gung-ho attitude about being hypogonadic enough to get an Rx for test.
Would anyone like to chime in with some of the downsides of TRT, or maybe some reasons why I shouldn’t be counting the hours until my tests comes back and I can get my first pin. I’m so excited, but sober enough to realize that my attitude probably needs to be checked.