long story short i made some mistakes , and went to a doctor to start my first cycle, he gave me cypionate and i was doing 1ml once per week for about 5 years or so ,then started to mix other things in there like masterone , arimidex and now get my levels checked often. i have tried to come off but have lots of issues because i fucked my own ability to make test, so my test level is very low when im off , the longest i have gone is a few months.
im now on again for about 1.5 months and take 1/2 ml of cypionate and 1/2 ml of boldenone per week and 1ml of triptorelin once per month.
im just trying to get back to a happy mind set and have at least some of my old strength back.
yes i know this may be not very smart, i am looking for any insights or advice on what im currently taking as a mix , or other alternatives .
thank you very much for reading.