Everytime I watch this…
this silly-looking mutilated little dog
http://abclocal.go.com/kgo/story?section=news/local/east_bay&id=8455776#&cmp=twi-kgo-article-8455776
not that sensitive to animals suffering (grew up in a rural area and seen things)
its the story behind that one glassy eye
i just know this little dog loved and came to his abuser when he was called
the same as a child would do because that’s what they have to do
whoever happens to be there, they have to rely on and love, no matter how sadistic they are
the people who did this wanted their handiwork to be admired
when they are caught, they will say ‘we couldn’t deal with the problems’
and try to make it sound like returning the dog was a humanitarian act
but they really wanted it to be known what the dog had been through
they wanted that power, to flex it
to show that they could take and dominate the existence of that creature
and hold captive the people who lost him
and send him back to gouge their hearts
they could have gotten their own dog anywhere, but it was important that it be missed by someone
they could have driven the dog out of town and let it out of the car somewhere when they were done
but they wanted to bask in it
so i cried looking into this stupid little glazed eye of this tiny little dog
because i thought of all that he had gone through and probably licked the hand that did it
and now the people of Hayward California have been alerted to the presence of someone serving an apprenticeship in Evil
and they will look a little harder and question a little deeper any odd things their neighbours say or do
and they will keep their kids a little closer
and the opportunities will get scarcer
and the noose will get tighter
because of this dog
Fucking animal cruelty commercials get me every time like this one. I always get a little choked up when it comes to young children and animals gettting abused, it’s only when children grow up into full humans I start to hate them
[quote]KrohDaddi wrote:
this silly-looking mutilated little dog
http://abclocal.go.com/kgo/story?section=news/local/east_bay&id=8455776#&cmp=twi-kgo-article-8455776
not that sensitive to animals suffering (grew up in a rural area and seen things)
its the story behind that one glassy eye…[/quote]
Well THIS certainly fucked up my day.
I’ve cried twice in recent years.
Once when Dark Ninja promised me pics of her vegine and didn’t send them because of some crazy vampire dude.
The other was after watching the remake of Conan. There’s a telling part in the movie when they’re in a tavern drinking. Co-nana is sitting and this huge guy walks up next to him and they converse briefly. Nothing impacting the movie or anything but for the remainder of the movie I keep thinking that guy should have fucking been Conan.
[quote]StevenF wrote:
I was teary eyed when Rita got killed at the end of season 4 in Dexter. She reminds me a lot of my girlfriend, an absolute angel of a human being. [/quote]
I cried after reading this post. I’m only on season 2.
[quote]kevinm1 wrote:
Fucking animal cruelty commercials get me every time like this one. I always get a little choked up when it comes to young children and animals gettting abused, it’s only when children grow up into full humans I start to hate them
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Yep which is why I’m not even going to watch that vid.
[quote]Loudog75 wrote:
I’ve cried twice in recent years.
Once when Dark Ninja promised me pics of her vegine and didn’t send them because of some crazy vampire dude.
The other was after watching the remake of Conan. There’s a telling part in the movie when they’re in a tavern drinking. Co-nana is sitting and this huge guy walks up next to him and they converse briefly. Nothing impacting the movie or anything but for the remainder of the movie I keep thinking that guy should have fucking been Conan.
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LOL and LOL!
saw a story on espn about a kid with cerebral palsy that ran cross country despite finishing hours behind all the other runners and falling frequently, his teammates always waited for him at the finish line and cheered him on, when they interviewed him and he talked about how he just loved competing and refused to let his disability prevent him from enjoying sports.
felt it coming up in my throat, realized i was home alone, and just let it out, bawled for like 10 minutes. tears, snot, convulsing, couldnt breathe, the works.
[quote]awesomeguy1234 wrote:
felt it coming up in my throat, realized i was home alone, and just let it out, tears, snot, convulsing, couldnt breathe, the works. [/quote]
Fixed it.
And then I cried when I found out that you were actually the chick in your avatar. That after years of practice you’d successfully mastered the art of tuck and go. I think they made a movie about it - The Crying Game with Boy George. lol
[quote]Loudog75 wrote:
[quote]awesomeguy1234 wrote:
felt it coming up in my throat, realized i was home alone, and just let it out, tears, snot, convulsing, couldnt breathe, the works. [/quote]
Fixed it.
And then I cried when I found out that you were actually the chick in your avatar. That after years of practice you’d successfully mastered the art of tuck and go. I think they made a movie about it - The Crying Game with Boy George. lol[/quote]
well thats just mean and inappropiate.
and it happened like 6 years ago and was the last time i cried. now whenever i get that feeling i beat women, so whos the real man now!!!
Feel like crying quite a bit lately. Just moved to a new duty station in Germany, far from all friends, family, and my long-time girlfriend. Adapting is never an easy thing, and having to deal with culture shock on top of everything else doesn’t make it easier.
Probably would have cried by now if not for my roommate. Haha.
we’re putting our alsatian down today, I dont feel a thing, am i a robot?
So a kid (19 years old) in my old unit was killed by an IED. I had to identify the remains and there I am in the mortuary affairs collection point looking at this boy blown apart. Wasn’t the first I had seen, but he looked like a 12 year old. So a few days later we conduct the memorial service, which is gut-wrenching (last roll call, etc) but I’m strangely not affected.
A week or so later there’s a bunch of letters on a table in our Battalion TOC, and I just happen to see the return address with the same name of the kid who was killed on one of them. Just laying there for anyone to read. So it turns out it was his grandmother writing the unit to say thank you. She was thanking us for taking good care of her grandson whom she raised because his parents divorced at a young age, and the kid’s mother was a loser who dumped him off on her when he was four years old.
She went on to say how much he loved the Army and how excited he was to be able to deploy to combat. She was alone now, but she has a picture of him in his uniform and is still very proud of him. She ended by saying God Bless and she prays for all of us.
I walked directly to the shitter, closed the door and buried my face in my hands and tried to sob as quietly as I could. I wanted to vomit.
[quote]kevinm1 wrote:
Fucking animal cruelty commercials get me every time like this one. I always get a little choked up when it comes to young children and animals gettting abused, it’s only when children grow up into full humans I start to hate them
Yeah, a dog wants to be with a person. It’s in their blood. They need it and miss people when they’re not around.
Imagine the feeling you get when you’re picking up a loved one at the airport and you know their flight has arrived and that they’re coming through those big doors any minute.
Multiply that by 5 million times and that’s what a dog feels every day before you come home.
I wish every dog (and cat too!) could have a good, safe home.
[quote]DirtyM wrote:
So a kid (19 years old) in my old unit was killed by an IED. I had to identify the remains and there I am in the mortuary affairs collection point looking at this boy blown apart. Wasn’t the first I had seen, but he looked like a 12 year old. So a few days later we conduct the memorial service, which is gut-wrenching (last roll call, etc) but I’m strangely not affected.
A week or so later there’s a bunch of letters on a table in our Battalion TOC, and I just happen to see the return address with the same name of the kid who was killed on one of them. Just laying there for anyone to read. So it turns out it was his grandmother writing the unit to say thank you. She was thanking us for taking good care of her grandson whom she raised because his parents divorced at a young age, and the kid’s mother was a loser who dumped him off on her when he was four years old. She went on to say how much he loved the Army and how excited he was to be able to deploy to combat. She was alone now, but she has a picture of him in his uniform and is still very proud of him. She ended by saying God Bless and she prays for all of us.
I walked directly to the shitter, closed the door and buried my face in my hands and tried to sob as quietly as I could. I wanted to vomit. [/quote]
This fucking tore me up this morning reading it.
[quote]DirtyM wrote:
So a kid (19 years old) in my old unit was killed by an IED. I had to identify the remains and there I am in the mortuary affairs collection point looking at this boy blown apart. Wasn’t the first I had seen, but he looked like a 12 year old. So a few days later we conduct the memorial service, which is gut-wrenching (last roll call, etc) but I’m strangely not affected.
A week or so later there’s a bunch of letters on a table in our Battalion TOC, and I just happen to see the return address with the same name of the kid who was killed on one of them. Just laying there for anyone to read. So it turns out it was his grandmother writing the unit to say thank you. She was thanking us for taking good care of her grandson whom she raised because his parents divorced at a young age, and the kid’s mother was a loser who dumped him off on her when he was four years old.
She went on to say how much he loved the Army and how excited he was to be able to deploy to combat. She was alone now, but she has a picture of him in his uniform and is still very proud of him. She ended by saying God Bless and she prays for all of us.
I walked directly to the shitter, closed the door and buried my face in my hands and tried to sob as quietly as I could. I wanted to vomit. [/quote]
Thats though. Something you will take to the grave…
Thanks for serving brother.
[quote]Iron Dwarf wrote:
Such a wuss topic for T-Men, I know.
But really… it’s a part of life if you’re a normal mortal, but so hard to fully “let go” when you probably really need it. I’ve probably cried less than 5 times in the last 10 years.
Sometimes a scene in a film just unexpectedly kicks the stones out from under you… or maybe lyrics in a song, or the way the chord progressions bend your seemingly immalleable nerves. Or just the obvious loss of a loved one - family, friend, or pet. Or perhaps it’s due to you feeling so personally broken and beaten for too long.
Or maybe it’s the tears of intense elation or joy. Something uplifting that brought sobs through your bouts of laughter.
It’s one of those things that feels so awful, yet so satisfying.
When I dropped my only son off at college this past September, I cried for a half hour in bed that night.
Sweet misery. Or was it miserably sweet?
Whatever.
When’s the last time you had a good and cleansing cry, where it felt as though your tears were your own blood?
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I cry a lot in general. Even when I don’t feel sad enough to cry I make myself cry through music or films or I just imagine really horrible and sad stuff to induce sadness so I can cry.
I do this because I feel like I can somehow control my emotions instead of letting it control me, the feeling of sadness wouldn’t be so intense if I get used to it, AND when I really do need to cry, I wouldn’t shred as much tears, and even if I do, the tears I shred won’t feel like alien substance. I just have to get it out of the system. I have the same approach to sexual desires.
If I can, I almost never suppress it. And even at times when I don’t feel horny, I watch porn or just rub my dick when it’s soft to make it hard so I can feel horny.
There’s nothing wrong with T-men crying. From my own perspective, I cry a lot because I am intensively emotional. And this same intensity and emotional arousal, and the ability to just let go is very similar to the way I release my emotional and physical energy when I train.
So I cry a lot not because I’m a wuss and is T-deprived. i cry a lot because i’m alpha 
Herodotus wrote about the Spartan’s ritual of intense crying and purging;
“After a fierce battle, the Spartans practiced what they called hesma phobou, purging, or literally, ‘fear-shedding’. The terror that the Spartans had managed to keep at bay slipped its bonds after a battle, and surged on the warriors. They knelt, both out of reverence and because they were weak-kneed. Many wept, others shuddered violently. They gulped wine while their hands shook. This was not regarded as weak or effeminate, but natural. Odd, isn’t it, that we who are supposedly so advanced have almost no rituals concerning fear.”
I generally don’t sweat anyone for crying.
[quote]polo77j wrote:
if this doesn’t bring a tear to your eye then I have to question my own existence[/quote]
I think a tear rolled out of my penis staring at this gif. Actually, the tears forcefully ejected themselves from my penis in two distinct explosions.