Update 12/22/14
off-week and i ain’t doing jack shit
supposed to be c2, w2 this week; but, week2 is going to be next week since this week is broken up with a road trip wed-sun…just doing OHP tonight and BP wed before road trip…these are my two weakest lifts so they are getting a little extra attention this off-week
however, i did the normal week2 work (3s) as if it were a normal monday/OHP day
45 x 10
50 x 5
60 x 3
70 x 3
77.5 x 3
87.5 x 10 – this was friggin awesome…i have been putting the week i’m on plus 2 for my final sets…so, this being 3s week, the initial call was for a final set of 5 reps @ 87.5lbs…flew right past 5…wasn’t until 7 that i started feeling it…8 was mighty fine…9 i could tell i was losing it; and, 10, i had just enough gas left in the tank to get it back up…the down part on 10 was easy, go figure
debating doing a Cosgrove’s for some off-week cardio before calling it a night; otherwise, i’m done
have a bit of a conundrum: i started eating more carbs to fuel my workouts…i mean, a lot of carbs, as in 200g-300g+/day on my 4 lifting days the past 1-2 weeks…the weights have been going up and that’s a great thing…unfortunately, something else has been going up too: the number on the scale that’s staring back up at me - as in 5.5lbs
the problem is, i don’t want to carry 220lbs much less the 224lbs that i have been and even less the 230lbs that i’m currently carrying…i know the holidays aren’t helping with all the crap to eat, which i’ve done pretty good with but not great with (as in avoiding)
i know i have to clean up the diet; and i’m working on getting a daily plan on myfitnesspal that, once i dial everything in, i’ll follow religiously
can i keep putting up these bigger lifts w/out putting bigger numbers on the scale? in my perfect world, i’d be back down around the 190lbs i was at before i shredded my L-shoulder in April 2012…i can’t imagine i should have to put on more weight to up my lifts because, quite frankly, they are so dang low as it is
or, am i back in the lose fat/build muscle fantasy world and need to either suck it up adding the weight or just cut out big lifts for a while and cut? if i cut, what kind of weightlifting could/should i do so that i don’t: 1) lose the drive to lift that i currently have; and, 2) not lose too much strength so that when i pick things back up i’ve not lost all these gains i’ve made these past 6-7 weeks?
i’ve thought about cutting and just doing Cosgrove’s daily…that’s 10,000-15,000 lbs/day, depending on the 7th and 8th sets i may/may not add
my conundrum is: i’m not really sure how to deal with this because i really, really, REALLY like lifting and, even though my numbers pale to what’s going on around me, they are big for me AND they are getting bigger each month…but, coming from where i was 5yrs ago (246lbs w/40%+ bf) i can’t get that fat guy out of my mind’s eye and i really want to drop lbs
and then i flip the coin and think that, yeah, 220lbs and strong as a horse wouldn’t be the worst thing that could happen to me either
ackkkkk
ok, stepping away from the edge for now
thoughts please
thanks,
Erik–