Starting Steroids At 18 & What Lead Me Into Taking Them

[deanis55]

I do like you attitude man.

[flappinit]

@monickinmatko

Fast forward one year and I set a squat world record for the category 16-17 (I was 17 already) @100kg with 230kg in knee sleeves with about another 5-10kg in the tank (for an absolute max out rep).

Before I ever touched AAS, my squat max was about 240-245kg (estimated, I regret I never tried a max before starting AAS), or 8 reps with 200kg for an amrap. I benched 145kg in comp and pulled 250kg off the floor, 240kg beltless (everything @100kg, 17 years old and as natty as it gets).

@monickinmatko

• loss of motivation, focus, not feeling like doing anything, not even training (still pushed through though)
• very low aggression at the gym, no aggression outside of it, but I’m a pretty calm guy. (but I can finally get pissed now before I lift some heavy weights)
• low energy levels which made gym very hard, especially if I wanted to compete at higher levels

This doesn’t add up, at all. No motivation, no aggression, low energy, but a WR lift at 17.

[monickinmatko]

Yeah, I know, but a heck of a lot willpower shouldn’t be underestimated.

On my comp day I didn’t even really care about what I hit. I didn’t celebrate it or anything. I myself was surprised, but that’s all.

Now I want the WR @18 years old, 100kg. It’s currently at 287.5kg and I’m motivated as hell.

[monickinmatko]

Oh and please try not to read between the lines. I spilled out the truth as it truly is for me. I really have no need for lying (I wouldn’t come out with my AAS use if that was the case). Also, I’m not saying this in a bad way, please don’t take it that way man.

[newbvet]

Do me a favor and get rid of the face on the pictures. Do you want your decisions you made now to be held against you for your entire future? I could probably screen shot your pictures then crop the face and enhance it. Then run it through it any reverse photo look up to try and find you. From there it is pretty easy to locate your personal info.

Please think of your future in all aspects not just what you are into now. What if you wanted to be a cop, military, firefighter, politician. I didn’t read all of the posts and I don’t know you or what you are into. BUT publicly admitting to the use of AAS and including your photo doesn’t seem all the wise to me. I do tend to have paranoia.

[monickinmatko]

Yes, you’re right. Pretty dumb move. Got rid of my IG aswell. Thank you!