Then, it’s time to deal with the results of your actions. Time to grow up, suck it up and deal. Stop going to the gym or three hours and hide there, like a wuss (no other way to say it), shaking behind the Hammerstrength equipment. That ain’t gonna change a thing. You did what you did. And you’re not going to get sympathy. Yup, you’re gf is probably going to give you the BOOT - which, yes, you deserve. Any chick with a one iota of self-respect would boot you. So here, BOOT. If she forgave you? You’d never respect her. Ever. Don’t fool yourself. You’re a self-admitted cheat. If you notice I didn’t mention the booze - cuz, it’s a stupid excuse.