Should I Kill Myself? (Serious)

[quote]forbes wrote:

[quote]MattyXL wrote:
Fuck this thread, fuck you OP for trivializing something that should never be taken so lightly.
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Agreed. Plus, people who genuinely consider suicide don’t go around telling people, seeking attention or ask whether or not they should do it.

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This is not necessarily true. I have known more than one person who has talked about it for a while and even made a couple of half-assed attempts before working up to it. One guy in particular talked about it a lot, I think he took some pills once (not positive) he jumped of a 30’ tall parking structure or some such and survived and then a few months later jumped off a 300’ railroad bridge which got the job done.

My point is being dismissive of that type of talk because “if you were serious you wouldn’t talk about it” can be a real mistake. No comment about the OP, but I know I said the same thing about that guy when he jumped from 30’. “If he was serious he’d shut up about it and jump from way higher. He’s just looking for attention. Fuckin’ drama queen.”

Well, I was about as wrong as a person can be.

Assuming that this is somewhat serious…

No, you should not?

So, you are kind of an introvert and sometimes have a crush on guys?

Admittedly, a semi-aspie homosexual is a rare and interesting combination that does not lend itself to cookie cutter advice but I dont see the insurmountable obstacles that would require a suicide.

Wait till you have terminal cancer and have nothing to look forward to but months of despair, agony and debilitating pain, then you can entertain those thoughts again.

Until then, get off your ass and work on your perceived problems.

[quote]Edgy wrote:

one by hanging himself while jacking off - I think it was a mistake to kill himself tho

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Edgy, since I grew up in your neck of the woods, I have to ask if this person had the initials KG?

[quote]forbes wrote:

[quote]MattyXL wrote:
Fuck this thread, fuck you OP for trivializing something that should never be taken so lightly.
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Agreed. Plus, people who genuinely consider suicide don’t go around telling people, seeking attention or ask whether or not they should do it.
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This is patently false. The vast majority of suicide attempts are preceded by verbal indications of specific intent. Please don’t spout falsehoods about such a serious subject.

[quote]csulli wrote:
Are you Autistic or just trolling?[/quote]

Do you realize how irresponsible and screwed up a response this is to an anonymous internet post? I honestly can’t believe that someone would be either so stupid or irresponsible (just doesn’t care?) as to challenge someone on a post about suicide.

[quote]on edge wrote:

[quote]Edgy wrote:

one by hanging himself while jacking off - I think it was a mistake to kill himself tho

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Edgy, since I grew up in your neck of the woods, I have to ask if this person had the initials KG?[/quote]

nope - JJ, and this was 25+ years ago~

In forbes defense…I believe starting a thread about killing oneself to people he doesn’t know makes the whole situation questionable.

Thoughts of suicide voiced to loved ones and friends is a different story.

[quote]harrypotter wrote:
haha suicide because your life sucks?

Go to Africa, I hear rape squads dont kill you because theres more coming behind them to do worse, then they’ll kill you.

Oh, those are just the children.

Then you have those people who dont even know what a clean glass of water looks like, we shit in clean water do we not?

By all means kill yourself but make sure you do it in a forrest or jungle where nobody will see, hear or take notice. Where your body will be used as food and the rest as compost.

Enjoy.[/quote]

Just because someone in Africa has it worse doesn’t mean that another’s problems aren’t real. Its about whats real to them. Anyways I’m not sure if this thread or your post was even serious. *shrugs

OP, you’re not special.
You are not original, or different, or new, or revolutionary.

You’re just an unhappy teenager.

If you don’t stop arguing for your limitations, you’re going to get to keep them.

[quote]MattyXL wrote:
In forbes defense…I believe starting a thread about killing oneself to people he doesn’t know makes the whole situation questionable.

Thoughts of suicide voiced to loved ones and friends is a different story. [/quote]

While I agree this thread is questionable, on the other hand, in OP’s defense, lots of people go to the internet when they feel like they have no where else to go and don’t want to talk to those they are close to. In fact, I’ve made a thread about depression and suicide in which you posted in and gave me some good, serious responses lol.

[quote]MattyXL wrote:
In forbes defense…I believe starting a thread about killing oneself to people he doesn’t know makes the whole situation questionable.

Thoughts of suicide voiced to loved ones and friends is a different story. [/quote]

Calling someone ‘a little bitch’ when they suggest that they are legitimately considering suicide is indefensible.

I was a drug addict and considered suicide very seriously years ago. The last people I wanted to talk to were loved ones. I told strangers I met on the street that I had problems, but I couldn’t tell my parents. Something to think about.

Please reconsider seeing a counselor. You are obviously not handling this well on your own, so be smart and seek help.

Reconsider your attitude towards your friends. They are nice to you and yet you hate them because you think they are gay. Don’t you see something wrong with this picture?

There is nothing wrong with being gay, by the way. And it has nothing to do with being alpha or beta. Nobody would accuse Gareth Thomas, the out professional rugby player, of being a beta man: Gareth Thomas (rugby) - Wikipedia

And about alpha and beta - one of the things that define a real confident “alpha” man that he will treat those less confident or weaker with kindness and respect. It is the insecure guys who act like assholes.

[quote]Edgy wrote:

[quote]on edge wrote:

[quote]Edgy wrote:

one by hanging himself while jacking off - I think it was a mistake to kill himself tho

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Edgy, since I grew up in your neck of the woods, I have to ask if this person had the initials KG?[/quote]

nope - JJ, and this was 25+ years ago~[/quote]

KG was over 20 years ago. I guess these two were pioneers of the autoerotic asphyxiation craze.


You think your life is bad, OP?

When I was a kid, I went to the beach and this happened.

So then I thought, forget the beach. I’ll take lessons at the pool. Much safer. And this happened.

I once tried to hang out and play basketball with my friends. And this happened.


Then I thought, “Hey, gymnastics might be fun!” And this happened.

Never had luck with girls either. I once tried to hold the door for a girl and this happened.

Then I thought my luck had changed. I was picked to win a big prize if I could land a dunk during halftime at a basketball game. And this happened.


Then I thought it would be a good idea to take up parkour. And this happened.