Hi all,
At the age of 25, I used a topical anti-androgen called Pyrilutamide for my hair (high affinity binding to androgen receptor). Unfortunately, after about 20–22 days of use (September), I began experiencing unusual side effects that have persisted despite doctors’ initial expectations of recovery.
Here’s some background about me before this incident:
- High Libido and Fertility: I had very high libido and my sperm count was measured within the 220–262 million range. I used to feel the need to ejaculate daily.
- Strong Physique: My body responded exceptionally well to weightlifting and cardio, with rapid weight gain post-exercise and a high caloric demand for recovery (2,000–3,000 calories/day).
- Thick, Sensitive Skin: Particularly on the penis, with good elasticity and resilience.
- High Auditory/Verbal Memory: My memory and cognitive performance were sharp and above average. I was a gifted speaker and still am, but my auditory memory has declined significantly.
Current Symptoms:
- Mild gynecomastia (gyno).
- Extreme fatigue and exhaustion.
- Social anxiety, anhedonia, and lack of interest in previously enjoyable activities.
- Brain fog, forgetfulness, and cognitive decline.
- Facial changes, including muscle loss.
- Smaller testicles, thinning skin on the penis, and lack of morning erections.
Bloodwork Summary:
My total testosterone before taking Pyril was measured at 917 (31.7nmol/l).
Bloodwork Now: Dropbox
- Estradiol is elevated relative to total testosterone.
- Free testosterone is within a good range. This must have been much higher before judging by my previous condition.
Products Purchased (On-Hand):
- Enclomiphene Citrate (12.5mg - 60 tablets)
- HCG (14,000 IU)
- Nolvadex (Tamoxifen) - 20mg, 60 tablets
- Arimidex
Questions:
- How should I structure my PCT to optimize recovery? My thinking was Tamoxifen → HCG w/Adex (get test up to 1000ng/dl) → then stop HCG and finish off with Enclo to maintain gains. Any problems with this?
- Is it advisable to start HCG and Nolvadex simultaneously to address gynecomastia while supporting overall recovery? Or do I take these separately?
- Is the IGF-1 decrease from Nolvadex and Enclo permanent? If I were to fully heal myself using these products, will my IGF-1 levels return back to baseline or will they permanently decrease?
- I’ve been told taking AI’s (i.e Arimidex) are not good for your health. How else should I control my estradiol then if it gets out of hand then? I know Estradiol is neuroprotective and contributes to memory, so I want to ensure I’m not damaging my cognition more than it already has.
Thank you in advance for any guidance that can be offered.