Howdy everyone. My last posts were on other small topics I created but I’ll post here on my log.
Im at a point where I’m not exactly sure how to proceed.
TRT is great there have been many positives to my life obtained from it. I’ve tried numerous protocols with enanthate and propionate, ranging from 180mg a week to 110 mg a week ( 110 is what I’m currently on now). Those protocols have all involved different injection times, different hcg regemins, doses of anastrozole etc etc.
Life is more balanced for me on 110-125mg of enanthate, split in 2 injections a week. Anything higher than that and it gives me slight unnatural anxiety. This is because of the higher exogenous test levels in my body. Don’t get me wrong, In a sense I do feel better with higher levels but for me to maintain healthy relationships with people close to me, I’m better on about 110-125 mgs a week. Anastrozole is hardly needed on this level. I’m taking 0.1mg every 3 weeks. If that.
My problem is, my testicles. Anyone who remembers my story. I had already suffered a fair good amount of atrophy to my gonads from AAS abuse 10+ years back. It was never rectified, so it is what it is. Anyhow my issue is hCG.
I need hCG on TRT to keep my testicles alive/functioning /(hanging somewhat). Without hCG on TRT my balls start to die and want to play hide n seek fairly quickly. I’m talking a week, (2 weeks max). I have tried many many many different hCG protocols and no matter what, they ALWAYS ruin my quality of life to the point its not worth taking it.
So this is my predicament. I need TRT because I abused AAS as a youngster with fuck all knowledge and now I’m left with low T. And we all know how that can effect quality of life.
If I take hCG for example at 50-75iu E2D, I feel the highly negative effects it has on me. If I take hCG at 500iu E3D, I feel the negative effects it has on me. It doesn’t matter the dose (mind you they’re just 2 examples) I take, it ruins quality of life. So I’m stuck, I don’t know what to do. I can’t continue to live my life taking hCG and having it throw me off for a few days whenever I take it. But without it, my balls will shrivel and die and the left one can become painful.
Even though it’s expensive, the last thing I can try. Is buying pharma grade pregnyl as my hCG and discontinue the compounded/peptide one I use. But I don’t really think it will help. As clearly this peptide form of hCG does the job in mimicking the LH hormone for me. But who knows what other hormones it’s firing up too much thst makes me feel off. No one really knows. There’s alot of guesses n whatnot online. But no scientific proof or studies on what other hormones hcg in men, gets going.
So any suggestions greatly appreciated, thanks.