Rrjc, I’m sorry, words will never be enough, but thanks for sharing that, and thanks ModLaurie for reposting it for us.
9/11 changed the course of my life drastically. I was in the Navy, had graduated the arabic language program and was a month away from finishing tech school. The demand for my particular field shot through the roof almost instantly. All I did for the next several years was travel- multiple shore missions in 5 different mideast countries, 10 different ships, averaging 1 month in each place, for years on end. I could fill pages with my experiences. Also, my family who had not supported my decision to join the military (and turn down a full ride engineering scholarship), many of whom would not talk to me after I left home, on 9/11 all instantly decided that they’d supported me all along, commenced with the bragging rights, and acted as if nothing had happened, despite being told repeatedly over the years that I was a selfish uneducated loser and a bad example to my siblings. Funny how fast things can change.
I left that career field recently, in order to do something that suits me better, but the people I have worked with and who have sacrificed so much have had a profound effect on me. I want to spend the rest of my career serving these heroes of mine, which is why I have decided to go back to school and become a nurse, and work for the VA eventually. I’ve got stories as crazy as anyone else there, and these guys who have lost limbs and left pieces of their former innocence strewn across the desert sometimes have better outlooks on life than I do. They inspire me greatly.
9/11 made what I did more important- REALLY important. It made me grow up really fast. It threw me into a crazy world and tested me- gave me the opportunity to find out that when the shit hits the fan, I’m one of the few who takes charge barks orders and does what needs to be done, and stops to shake only after the fact, where most others panic and don’t know what to do.
Nothing about 9/11 was good- man, I was really pissed and saddened about how my teachers and arab friends were treated here in the states back then! But as a result of 9/11, I am immensely strong, I KNOW just how strong I am, and that knowledge is absolutely priceless.
Rick Rescorla is absolutely at the top of my hero list.
We all have the capacity to do great things and make the world a better place. Today is a great day to remember that as well.